C3 Maybe she’s right
It's the smell of food that wakes me up. Hmm... what a great smell. I look at the time on my phone, 8:30.
Before I get up, I say a little prayer. I went to the kitchen and Manu was making the spaghetti eggs with the French fries. Yum... she is the best I tell you.
Maria: Good morning sweetheart
Manu: Good morning, Madam. Did you sleep well?
Maria : Very well and you ?
Manu : Well, thank you.
Maria: Great. Well, I'm going to take a shower before coming to enjoy what you're preparing for us.
Manu: Okay, hurry up to eat hot
Maria: Okay mom
I went to take a bath, I wore jeans and a black dismemberment. Headed to the kitchen to eat. But first, I checked my phone, I have a Whatsapp message from Christian. I open the message
Christian (responding to my kissing couple status): It's been a long night apparently
Maria: Not very long
Christian: Hello, how are you?
Maria: Fine, thank you, and you?
Christian: I was a little worried about you, but if you're fine, that's great.
I read without answering. I went to the living room, Manu was already there, she was eating.
Maria: Where is my food please?
Maria : Thank you
I went to the kitchen, ate and cleaned everything up at the end.
I was in my room putting everything away, with the music on. It was already 2pm.
I was singing so loud, Manu came to my room and asked me to be quiet. Haha
Manu: Maria please shut up. Your voice is just horrible!
Maria: Fuck you!
Manu: Always wild
Maria : Yes my girl
Manu : We didn't finish our conversation yesterday
Maria: What are you talking about?
Manu: Where were you h...
She came closer to me, she pushed my head slightly to the side to see my neck, left side.
Manu: What's wrong with your neck?
Maria: What? What's on my neck?
Manu: Hmm. You think I'm stupid?
I ran to the bathroom to see what's on my neck. Damn. I have a HUGE BITE on my neck !!!! And on both sides too! Pfft. How do I get it off now?
Manu : Can you explain it to me ?
Maria : Pff.
I went to lie down in my room, she followed me.
Manu: I'm listening
Maria: Well... actually the story is that...
I told him everything, from the meeting to today.
Manu: Wait wait wait wait... which Christian?
Maria: The one who crucified Jesus -I said it while raising my eyes to heaven-.
Manu : Haha very funny
Maria: I made a serious mistake yesterday. Since I regret, I only want to cry
Manu: That's why you were weird yesterday
Maria: Yeah. Now I have two hickeys on my neck! Great
Manu: So it's obvious! He was only sucking the flesh from your neck? Haha
Maria: I'm sorry, I swear
Manu : You like it, you wanted it so it was easy
Maria : Pff
Manu : If you were satisfied that's fine. Not like I did with Yvan, not only did he not know, but he also heated my buttocks for nothing. I had made a waste of sin. Pff
Maria: Haha. I thought of you directly after that
Manu: It's okay, you'll get over it. It's an experience
Maria: So I was laughing for you like that, yet my part had to happen? I respect karma
Manu: Keep laughing at me. You will always get the blame
Maria: Damn. The guy is manly, a dream body mom! Sweet a kind there
Manu: You can't charm me. Never!
Maria : Haha. I have to take my distance... I might lose this game
Manu : He who drank will drink
Maria: I can't drink anymore. I have nausea
Manu: Wait until you get over it.
You and I both know that it's not dirty water so it can't give you typhoid.
Maria: You and your weird expressions.
I have to take my distance
Manu: We'll see
Maria: And he smelled good then! Damn
Manu: You gave him the agreement for a body to body you were not shy it's only sport...yes
Maria: Get out of my room. Instead of insulting me that what I did was wrong, you say I'll drink again how?
Manu: Idiot. Who sent you?
Maria : Very Brutal !
Manu : Haha
Maria: We do like that he is in couple. Manu: Hm. My life is beyond me
Manu: Your life is beautiful
Maria : What kind ?
Manu: And the guy is romantic...he already created something in you and you didn't hold back...mom you did.
Maria: Why do you remind me of that?
Manu; ah mom
Maria: He wrote to me, but I didn't answer anymore
Manu ; Let me see
I gave him my phone.
Maria: And the guy has a chain around his neck, it says "Jessie and Christian
Manu: That's his sister
Maria: Are you making fun of me?
Manu : Never.
Maria : Pff
Manu: He's worried. You are dry in your answers
Maria: I had to get wet?
Seriously, does that make me easy?
Manu: No, Maria. Not at all. You wanted it, he wanted it, so you did it! How long has it been sober? If he thinks he used you then he's lying. You were the one who used him, he helped you get the stress out of your libido. Forget it, eat your food drink your water sleep
Manu: Answer him
Maria: To say what?
Manu : Don't show that it affects you
Maria: What do you want me to say to his message?
Manu: I don't know, but start the conversation
Maria : Okay
Manu: I understand why you were smiling yesterday and you were weird until you didn't eat
Maria: My moods can't escape you? Am I your wife?
Manu: You are and remain my wife.
Maria : You are crazy
Manu: You're not even proud, you tell me how you cheated on me, I'm here to listen. With your head
Manu: You like it, I know. Even if you have already done it, you still have to study it
Maria: Okay, got it. So I answer his message
Maria: You thought I was going to kill myself? Mdr
Christian: And you leave me behind?
Maria: Let's kill ourselves then
Christian: If only I was sure I would be in heaven with you, I would kill myself with you.
Don't forget that you are the Angel
Maria: I will plead for you to God
He sent a sticker that shows someone committing suicide
Maria: Haha you are not normal.
Why did you give me hickeys?
Christian: I was trying to keep a piece of you but it didn't work! Pff
Maria: Yes it did, sir
Maria: Was it on purpose?
Maria: What was the purpose? Or was it just like that?
Christian: The point was to rip off your skin to keep as a souvenir
Maria: That's cute, but now people will think I'm in a relationship when they see the hickeys
Christian: I didn't think of that. Sorry
Maria: It's okay.
Manu after reading the conversation, told me:
Manu : is he a wizard ?
Maria :Haha I hope you don't expect an answer
Manu : Yes I do.
Maria: This guy is a mystery! Impossible to discern
Manu: Why do you want to discern him?
Maria : Ah... I know?
Manu : Hahaha
Maria: I forget what happened
Manu : Why?
Maria: What's the point of thinking about it anymore? Then I'll put my heart into it. Better I take it out now
Manu: That's the only worry' you have to be strong mentally, psychologically and spiritually
Maria: The heart has no bones. He himself has surely forgotten
Manu: Forgot what?
Maria: To forget
Manu : Who is talking?
Maria : Me
Manu : Are you in his head?
Maria : Hahaha
Manu : That's a good sexfriend
Maria : Your advice
Manu : Haha
Maria; Damn... I'm just thinking about this and I still want to.
Manu : Haha I knew
Maria: But I must not give in
But I want to feel his fingers on my body, his kisses... What should I do now?
Manu: Instant porn activated
Maria: Hahaha. Seriously, what do I do now?
Manu: Go do it.
Make yourself happy.
But I'm not going to tell you to hold back or do.
Everyone has to commit as much sin as they know their conscience can handle
Maria: Who does he think I am? No, it's okay.
Manu: I didn't say that you propose. Wait for the day it will happen again
Maria: I have to stop thinking about it. It's not good for me mentally
Manu: Can you?
Maria: Yes. I have to
Manu : I'm laughing at you
Maria: There is an English music that he made me listen to, I liked it. I will ask him the title
Manu : Okay
Maria: Sorry to bother you, but can I have the title of the English music there? Please!
Christian: First of all, why are you apologizing for writing to me?
Love Someone- Lukas Graham
Maria: Gracias amigo
I figured you're busy, so I didn't want to bother you anymore
Christian: I'm always busy, but that's not why you're going to apologize for writing me
Maria: Okay. I withdraw my apology then
Christian: -Responding to my "Gracias amigo" - I deserve this punishment
Maria: Punishment? Why do you say that?
Christian: Do what you think is best for you, I will always understand. Never forget that
I guess you're mad at me, and you're absolutely right. But please don't stay mad for long
Maria: Why should I be mad at you Chris?
He was no longer on the line. I turned to Manu and said:
Maria: This guy is playing with my emotions
Manu: He knows you liked it. It marked you.
And surely during the report you let the signs show that you were in need.
Maria: That doesn't mean he's going to play
Manu: He's just teasing you.
I understand that you are not in the mood to play
Maria: I do not want to play because knowing my heart and seeing what happened between us, that to play he will like. For after suffering, I do not want! I am not ready for a heartache
Manu: What do you want to do?
Maria: Brother, nothing
That day, we agreed that there is no commitment between us... so nobody owes anything to the other
Manu: And why do you complicate your life then?
Manu: He's sure you'll distance yourself. He's right to say that you're angry. I don't see why you want to make such a big deal out of it. It happened, it happened
Maria: I'm not mad at him.
It happened, it happened, we're moving on.
Just because I said "Thanks friend" he told me that
Manu: Don't think about it anymore
Maria: Let's give time to time
Manu : Maybe he thought that after this, you should be in couple
Maria: We go out with someone without proposing? Mdr
Manu: You didn't know?
Maria: It's possible
But we said yesterday that nobody owes anything to each other. So...
Manu: Okay. It happened, it's fine
Maria: I wanted to, so I did
Manu : Easy as pie
Maria : If I want again I will make
Manu : You are beginning to understand. You are growing up
Maria : Haha
Manu : Come to my arms
Maria : Go far away. It is gone for all the year, I do not make any more
Manu : Why?
Maria : I don't feel like it anymore
Manu : Chastity. It is a good thing
Maria: Do it then
Manu: Are we talking about me?
Maria : No, but since you say it's a good thing you can put it into practice
Manu: You love me too much to avoid committing sins?
Maria: Much too much
Manu : Thank you very much but manage your life
Maria : Haha
Manu : I hope you will be more quiet now
Maria: Yeah, thanks a lot
Manu: You're welcome. Well, I leave you. I have an appointment with Landry.
Landry is her boyfriend. He is a surgeon, 32 years old and father of a little girl.
Maria: Okay. Don't forget to take your key
Manu: Don't worry. I'll save something for you?
Maria: Strawberry ice cream and breaded chicken fries. Thanks baby
Manu: In any case.
She went to her room to change before leaving.
It was already 7pm. I finished my tidying up and I panicked on my bed, thanks Morpheus.