C17 is it obvious?

What in the all loving hell is wrong with me?

I was supposed to hate Mason.

But when I told that to him, it felt like I was choking out a lie.

Also when he told me he hates me too, it stung.

I don't know what I was expecting since I told him I hate him.

Ah enough with these thoughts.

I pulled out my phone and shot a quick message to Becky.

Bitch1: hey babes. The situation is all settled