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The confrontation with Fauconon caused me to fall into deep pain --
I blame myself, guilt, anxiety, discomfort...
At night, I lay on my bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep … As soon as I closed my eyes, Fukunin's aggrieved eyes flashed in front of me. The tears in his eyes seemed to transform into tiny thorns that pierced my heart … Heart, because of pain constriction