C508 Where to go from here?

"Little Xin, I know it's my fault that I left like this, but I really don't have any other choice. I'm afraid that if I see you, I won't have the courage to leave again, and I will forgive you for leaving without saying goodbye, because I really don't want to hurt you, maybe it was just a dream when you think about it. But to me, it is not just a dream, but a premonition for my future