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But thinking back carefully, why did I suddenly decide to cut off all the ties they gave me, whether it was warm or cold. In the end, they would teach me to grow up. So I still have to thank them. I want to start again. I don't want to turn you, whom I cherish so much, into a tragedy because of my entanglement. I'm so tired. You are giving me the power to put an end to this
