C28 Man or a Beast

After a long while, apart from my breathing, there was no other sound. I coughed out two mouthfuls of blood and slowly stood up. I picked up a stone and threw it at the rock wall, creating some sparks.

As I walked slowly to Dunlin's body, I felt around him, but there was nothing there. I felt a sense of foreboding. Once again walking towards Li Chenxi, I searched through his body, but there wasn't a single pill in sight. I panicked, I really panicked. Only now did I understand why they wanted to fight to the death with me.

They died happily, but I, in the darkness, felt the slow flow of life, a torment, a torture worse than death!

While I was in a panic, Li Chenxi suddenly sat up, grabbed my neck, and the blood that was gushing out from his throat splashed all over my face. I subconsciously grabbed his hand and used up the last bit of spiritual power I had left to heal. Li Chenxi's hands fractured and he struggled to crawl towards me for more than ten feet. After twitching for a few seconds, he stopped moving.

I suddenly realized that I was still very afraid of death. If I had died just now, I might have avoided a lot of pain, but I chose to resist.

What should he do? In this dark valley, there was no spiritual energy, no food, no medicinal pills. The despair in my heart had truly taken over my mind.

Unconsciously recalling all sorts of things from the past, my parents' loving faces seemed to be right in front of me, the laughter of my friends lingered in my ears, and Qiu Xi, with her fake and ugly face, looked down at me with contempt and disdain!

I'm going to die, but I don't want to die. No one wants to die like this, I'm human, I'm afraid of dying, I'm afraid of dying alone.

I want to live, live, take revenge, fulfill my dream... Even if I don't want revenge, even if I don't have a dream, I want to live on!

The fear of death filled my mind, and I shivered silently and sobbed. It was quiet and cold all around, and it made me feel lonely, like I was dying.

"Hahahaha …" Slowly, I began to laugh. There was no helplessness within my laughter, no sadness, only unwillingness!

I'm not willing! I am just an ordinary mortal, but I can only watch as my parents die before me!

I'm not willing! [I just want revenge. I want to be killed by my enemy instead of leaving this place!]

I'm not willing! I just want to live, but I ended up dying in a graveless place!

I've gone mad. My life is a tragedy! If there was an afterlife, it would rather be an animal than a human!

"… …" No, I can't die. I can't let my enemy live a carefree life without taking revenge. After I die, how can I face my parents!?

'Life force, I want to find a way out of this dark valley! '

He walked forward until he reached the depths of the darkness. Perhaps there was a chance for life, a chance for survival! It was as if I had found a lifeline, and although it might not even exist, I had no time for it. I crawled to my feet and ran like a madman, hoping that I would find this lifeline before I starved to death.

I kept running, kept running, no direction, no light, I don't know how many times I fell, the road under my feet was full of gravel, my body was full of bruises, bruises, and pain, but I couldn't stop them. I crashed into a rock wall. My head was torn, blood flowed from my head, and it hurt a lot, but I couldn't control it. I kept running forward, but as I kept running, my tears kept falling … I ran like this, tired, can't run anymore, I walked, I walked, fell down, I crawled, I don't know why I was so stubborn, I just think I should live, I want to live, I must live! In order to survive, this little bit of pain, this little bit of fatigue, was not worth mentioning.

Reality was not an imagination. Perhaps a little hope could give a person a great motivation. However, this motivation was sometimes a sharp knife that could make people feel powerless and despair faster.

The end of the darkness was like the darkness itself. It was a confusion, an inexhaustibility, I could not go any further, I could only hope to turn into ashes. Perhaps I should already die, and I should not have lived either. Just like how I killed so many people, they are all lives. As the reaper, naturally, there will be people or things that will reap my life.

Suddenly, in this cold darkness, I wanted to see the light, even if it was only a sliver.

The longer they stayed in the darkness, the greater their desire for light became.

I turned back … Perhaps the hope is too small, I have given it up, I have rested enough, then began to walk back, to walk, the desire for life, transformed into a desire for light.

Since I cannot find life in the darkness, then let me die in the light.

This request wasn't something I had high hopes for. But now, with my steps becoming heavier, I knew that I no longer had enough stamina. The effects of the last pill had long since dissipated when I killed Li Chenxi. But I won't give up. Even if I don't have any spiritual energy, even if I become an ordinary person without food or drink, I can still hold on for a while.

Continuously walking, let my body more and more tired, the eyelids more and more heavy, I dare not sleep, sleep, may not wake up again. However, what I was afraid of was that the exhaustion of my body would gradually lead to the exhaustion of my heart. If my heart was tired, then there wouldn't be any more energy.

I fell down. When I fell down, I fell on something. It was soft. What was it? I fumbled for a moment. Hehe, it was a corpse. It seemed to be Li Chenxi's corpse.

So it turns out that I thought I had walked for a long time and that it was only for a short distance. Perhaps heaven is fair, I live alone, I die, and the body has a companion.

I'm too tired, I want to rest, I want to sleep … Unknowingly, I fell asleep. When I woke up, I was so scared that I broke out in a cold sweat. How could I fall asleep? In my fear, my stomach churned and I retched. Perhaps I was too hungry. If I didn't eat anything, I would really die.

My eyes began to blur, and even though it was dark, I could feel the dizziness before my eyes. It was real. In front of me, my parents seem to be waving at me, it seems that they must have made a delicious meal for me. Little Fatty holds the sugar and handed it to me with a smile, while Xiaoyu carried a basket. So, at the moment of his death, he really could see the person he missed.

Eat then. No one would know even if you ate. Eat then you will live. There is no one else here, only darkness.

But I was struggling, my mind's consciousness telling me I couldn't, but instinct made me lose consciousness.

If I were to lose my consciousness and leave only my instinct, then I would no longer be me, or a human, but a wild beast, a living and lifelike wild beast!

Wild beasts, wild beasts were also life. At the very least, they were still alive. What could they do if they chose to be a wild beast or a corpse? What to do! What should I do … In the end, I didn't die. The confusion of my consciousness, my desire for life, I sealed myself and let my body make the choice.

I, open my white teeth, chewing on death … I groped around and found a piece of the weapon, about an inch long and sharp. This was my tool, my food tool.

My consciousness seemed to have disappeared, but I knew that it was me who had sealed it. I did not cry, I had already made a choice, and I was still crying. This was hypocrisy, this was an act.

I walked into the darkness with a lot of flesh on my back. When they were alive, they were Spirit Apostles and immortals. There was a lot of spirit energy in their flesh and blood, so it naturally became mine after I absorbed it. I kept walking back until I found Yang Yun's corpse and turned it into a part of my food. Like this, the flesh of the four of them, which contained quite a bit of spirit energy, was more than enough for me to hold on for a long time.

I don't know how long I walked. I just kept walking, and the flesh on my back gradually decreased, but there was still a lot of it. The spirit power contained in this meat was not an ordinary thing. Under this environment, it would last for a long time before it decomposed.

It was as if, walking on the road, I had slowly forgotten that I was a human. It was as if I had really turned into a wild beast, a wolf … No, it was just a jackal! When I'm tired, I rest. When I'm hungry, I eat meat. I don't have any memories, I don't have any thoughts. There is only one thought in my mind. Go on, live … The faster I walked, the less spiritual energy I would consume. I would often travel dozens of feet in a single step. Perhaps if I walked too much, I would naturally be able to comprehend this ability.

After an unknown amount of time, there was still a little bit of meat left on my back, about two or three kilograms. However, this little bit of meat, before, was enough for me to live for less than two months. As for me, I don't know how long I've walked in this valley.

After a long while, as I was walking, I suddenly saw a faint light ahead of me! My closed mind opened in an instant and I was back to myself. I was happy, excited, and ran at full speed. This was hope, this was life! This was the light from deep within the valley!

After suffering for so long, I can finally get out. I ran while laughing until tears were flowing down my face. Cave Valley, Darkness, you guys can't hold me back. I, Zhang Fugui, am finally going out today … I stopped, my smile frozen on my face … How was this an exit? It was clearly the entrance to the absolute valley!

The faint light, the dark clouds, the corpses that covered the ground, the stench, and the huge despair of the lost hope … " Puff. I spit out a mouthful of blood and my mind went blank. What words? What hope? It turns out that they were all my imagination and all my hopes and dreams!

I looked at the meat in my hand and saw that it was starting to rot. I stared blankly at it for a long time and suddenly felt that it was so disgusting. I also felt disgusted and threw away the meat in my hand and started to vomit violently, as if I was about to vomit everything I had eaten for so long.

However, even if he vomited it out, it could not be restored. He was still me, still the wild beast, the man-eating animal!

For a long time, I have been neither human nor ghost, like a walking corpse. I suppressed my consciousness with all my might, trying not to think about how disgusting I am, I only hope that I can walk out of here and live … I cried, and after so long I cried, and I cried at the rotting bodies of the dead . "Tears mixed with blood dripped onto the land that gave birth to death …