C9 Disgusting words .

I remained dumbfounded.... because the thing which is inside the box there was a collar which is usually used for dogs...

, he then said to me "little thing take it and wear it ....

then with my shivery hands I took it and start crying because by seeing the wordings on it ..

I said to myself in my mind "why he have to insult me like that" ..

the words which was written on that...they are literally shattered my heart into pieces..... the words are......

"I am belonging of jack William".

this is written on the collar whom I have to wear because this devil want me to wear it ..

then I start crying more but he told me" if I didn't wear it So he is not going to send me my college "...

so at last I wear it ...

After that he patted me on my head. and said to me " it's looking good on you "..

With husky voice again he said "if you removed it or even if you try to hide it so you don't known what is going to happen with you..so it's better to obey me ...

After listening his words I just nodded my head in "yes" then he calls the driver inside .

... Driver came inside the car and start driving the car ...

At that time I start thinking" why he have to insult me like this my whole college students and teachers and my friend Martin .. what they are going to think about me after seeing this ....

I came back from my thoughts after car stopped Infront of my college. I opened the and went outside the car at the college gate .. but at the same time I became scared" what are going to be happen when they are going to saw the collar."..

.. then he Interrupts my thoughts and also came outside from the car everyone start staring him and me...

I became more scared what is going to happen next ..then he said," little thing my shoe lace is open can you tie it up ...for me .by listening his words...

I start thinking" why he have to insult me like this in front of my college ...

but I knew if I refused his order then the consequences are going to be very dangerous then I kneel down Infront of him and start tying up his shoe lace .. but at the same time I felt very ashamed on myself ...

I think in my mind " why I am living in this world . I have my dignity which is precious for me but he took it away from me ...

then he shouts on me "do it fast" it is very embarrassing he is treating me like I am his maid or his pet...

but I have to conquer this for the sake of my study and also for my freedom...

when I completely tied up his shoe lace ... then I stand up...and he kiss me on my forehead and said to me " I m going to came back for taking you home ...

I replied "okay" to him....

Then he left from there ...but I was standing there because I have no courage to face the students ..and people's who are there ...

... but then I think" I have to do it I am not that weak . I went inside my college every one is talking about me and about that collar and saying about me " what a bitch , she seduced jack William for the sake of his money "..

Another one Replied " but she also belong from rich family why she have to do that for money ...

then my best friend came forward and hugged me at that time "I felt very happy " atleast I have some one who treat me with love and care except my family ....

While hugging me she said in very tensed " ....why you didn't came college and also you didn't came in girl Unni when we went for club at that time you told me that you are going to shift in girl Unni ..your parents also approve this.....

But from my mouth a single word. didn't came

.

Then she again said to me "what happen to you" Ana "why the hell you are not answering me... please tell me what happened to you... why are you wearing this collar with these disgusting words " ...

then I hugged her back and said to her "Martin is I am this disgusting... why I have to tolerate these disgusting things is I am not human is I am a thing or human ..

Didn't I have right to live with dignity then she hugs me tightly and said to me "what happen with you Ana what the hell are you. Are .. saying...

then I came back in my senses pushed her back and said to her " don't you dare to come close to me our friendship is ended from today onwards ...

then she replied in worried tone " why you are doing this Ana, ....

but I replied to her in arrogant voice "you better keep distance from me ...

then I left from that place and went inside the washroom " I literally start crying because what I said to Martin ...

but I don't want to involve her in this problem...

then I heard some girls sound from outside while I m in one of washroom "they are talking about me...

they are saying "what a disgusting girl Ana is ...she is even rich but she crave for a men and even that bitch wear that collar, but it's suits her because she is a bitch".

,after listening their word I start crying more but then I said to myself " I m not going to loose my confidence... I have to overcome these thoughts...

then when they left I came outside from the washroom and washed my face ...

I said to myself while seeing in mirror " you have to tolerate this bullshit for the sake of your studies Ana you are not a weak girl yeah I am not weak ... after then I reach in my class sit on my desk I saw some disgusting words are written on my desk like "slut , bitch gold digger ...