C1423 Inheritor a Young Wild Breed Born of Wild Men
Despair!
Literally no hope, meaning total loss of faith in something.
However, what Maureen Longfellow had experienced was not only how she could express her bitterness just because she had lost all confidence in the world.
She had experienced the despair of not responding every day. She had also experienced the fear of her child, born in October, almost dying in her arms