C1936 How Can You Put down a Childhood Sweetheart Story

"Two lives were lost to my parents … "Tell me, before I find the murderer, what face do I have to live in the days I've thought of?" Every one of them wanted her to give up on her past because they weren't her. They didn't know what kind of torment she had to endure these two years.

How could she not want to live a comfortable life