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He also wanted to ask this question, but when he closed his eyes, what he thought of was that person's appearance after he died, and even her corpse that he didn't have time to protect properly. By the time he had reacted and looked for it, he knew that Chu Yun's corpse had already been cremated by Xia Qingya's orders.
All he received was a handful of ashes.
He had wanted her to come back, too