C23 Chapter 20 (Part 2)

If letting go is a choice, I don’t want to choose it then. If letting go means that I will hurt myself, then I will choose to hold on still. I won’t allow anyone to hurt me because I know how weak I am. I know I would just cry at the corner, bury my face into the spaces between my knees and cry like a lost little girl. Letting go wasn’t on my vocabulary but when I die