C1 It's Raining Night

Another rain.

Shu Wei held the electric heating bag with one hand to her stomach. She forced herself to stand up and moved to the windowsill.

The rain hit the window pane with a crackling sound. The street lamps by the side were dim and covered in mist.

"Wei, why are you standing at the window? Your stomach hurts and you're still standing at the mouth of the wind!" Mom pushed the door open and came in. Her tone was reproachful and pampered. She pulled her over and quickly closed the window.

The curtains were drawn. They were closed.

Shu Wei stood beside her mother and asked gently, "Where's elder sister? Are you done lecturing?"

"You can let me rest easy. Take care of yourself. Don't study too late tonight. "Remember to change later. Don't get the blood on the bed again." Mother caressed her hair with her fingers, "Let your sister sleep with you today! Her temper is too weak. Don't let anything happen to her! Eh? Why is there no sound now?" As she spoke, she opened the door and went out again.

Only then did Shu Wei notice that there was no older sister crying at this moment. Just now, the mother and daughter had a very loud quarrel. The older sister cried out with a heart wrenching cry, "You don't need to care about me." That voice was no longer soft and seemed to have a bit of resentment. However, Shu Wei heard that the rain outside the window was closer and she could not hear what was noisy in the living room.

Older sister quietly pushed the door open and entered. She took off her wet clothes behind Shu Wei and her face was a little pale. Her hair was tied up by the rain. Shu Wei took the towel from the hook and wanted to walk over to help her wipe.

"I'll do it myself!" She took off the pink bra, took the towel and started to wipe. The light on the table was not on. When the light reached here, it was already very dark.

This was the first time Shu Wei looked at her sister so seriously. On the towering breasts, two "red cherries" made a beautiful blush in the dim light. Her delicate collarbones made her beautiful and curvy shoulders even thinner. The drops of water that fell from her hair were like crystal balls that rolled across the place.

For some reason, Shu Wei suddenly felt a little embarrassed. She unconsciously lowered her head to look at her flat chest with a sense of loss. She still remembered the first time her mother had a gentle smile on her face when she had her period. She said that she had grown up. That smile carried gratification and understanding of all mature things. It was calm and mysterious.

However, the pain that followed made her hate this so-called "growth" to the core. That time, she had a nightmare. In the dream, there was a slippery snake that shook its horrifying body and walked alone on the wet ground. Gradually, layers of red ripples appeared on the water, and many flowers bloomed. She cried out and woke up. The pain in her abdomen was broken like needles. It seemed to spread to every part of her body, and she broke out in cold sweat.

That night, it was the first time her older sister had read her a romance novel in a physics textbook. She did not remember what kind of story she was telling, but she suddenly understood why her sister's gentle smile and sad expression should have a source. Why did her mother start to pay attention to her sister's diary, or even the phone calls from her classmates? When her sister wanted to go out and play, she insisted that Shu Wei follow her.

At that time, her sister's classmates called her a little potato, and she also seemed to have started to complain to her mother about that little boy called Wang Chenxi in class always causing trouble when she was leading the class, but he still had a cheeky smile on his face. When her mother heard that, she would always laugh, so Shu Wei did not need to take it to heart.

Because of this, she had also asked her older sister who was in high school. In the end, Shu Lin said, "Wei, maybe that's because the little boy likes you. That's why he wanted to use all kinds of methods to attract your attention!" Shu Wei was somewhat ignorant and proud of this kind of thing. She thought, Does that mean that other than being smart, there is something else? At least she does not need to be teased by her sister's classmates. However, at that time, she had a very weak understanding of the so-called "like" and "love. Just like her older sister teasing her, the first novel Shu Wei read was actually "Railroad guerrillas. She even kept asking who that "unknown name" was and why there were so many magazines and books about his works.

Perhaps in Shu Wei's heart, there seemed to be too many things related to the maturation of women that had been taken away by her sister. What she had was what was left. It was barely called the "praise" of a good student and her parents showing off in front of their relatives and friends. She was constantly taught not to be as weak as Shu Lin. She was introverted and isolated. Of course, Shu Wei also felt proud of her "intelligence" and "talent. She had a sharp tongue and a smart brain. She knew how to be polite in front of others and how to please her elders. At least in her young world. She would always stand by the side and watch her sister get scolded. Only when they were buying clothes together. My sister smiles proudly.

However, on a bright and beautiful spring day when she was 14 years old, Shu Wei finally experienced a faint melancholy for the first time. That was a boring political lesson. She looked out of the window in boredom. She saw the boy called Wang Chenxi standing by the window with one hand on the windowsill. He smiled shyly and gently at her. There was a strange attachment in his eyes. Shu Wei stole a glance at her teacher and looked at him again. He just smiled like that and turned around to jump over the hole in the flower bed and leave. The next morning's morning reading. Wang Chenxi's table and chairs were moved away by the form teacher. No one else dared to mess with her with a mischievous smile. She felt a little lost. That night, Shu Wei wrote the first diary in the real sense and she wrote, "Wang Chenxi left just like that. Although he always makes things difficult for me. The ball played very well and even helped me collect homework when I was studying. "I really wish I could say goodbye to him. He even solemnly placed the ugly handwriting of Wang Chenxi's note into the book and locked it.

That was the first time Shu Wei did something that no one else knew about. To her, it seemed to have some inexplicable meaning. This diary that could have been locked had another "small thing" locked when she was 14 years old. On such a day, it was raining. It was as soft and broken as the rain tonight.

"Shu Wei?" The elder sister leaned against the bed and called her.

She suddenly understood and laughed, pulling out her messy thoughts. She hurriedly tidied up the textbooks and papers on the table. She looked at the end of the class and turned off the lamp.

Lying beside her sister, she seemed to have smelled the rain. She tilted her head and wanted to get closer.

"Does your stomach still hurt?"

"It's better. Ya!" Shu Wei suddenly sat up.

"What's wrong?"

"I feel like it's flowing out!" Shu Wei turned on the light like a flea and quickly touched her pajamas. There was a trace of blood on her finger.

Older sister smiled gently and knocked her head. "Hurry up and go. I forgot to change again." Shu Wei was like a professional guerrilla. She held her stomach and rushed to the bathroom. She cried out in pain as she changed the sanitary pad in the middle of the night. It was as if she could only feel her body and mind after venting a few times. She thought that she was a person who was naturally flamboyant.

After changing her underwear, Shu Wei would definitely bare her legs and squat down to take a basin of water to wash up. This was her usual habit. It was as if anything that was interrupted or temporarily put down would be like a thorn in her throat, left and right.

At this moment, Shu Wei felt a sharp pain in her abdomen. She quickly turned the tap on the hot water a little bigger.

"Wash it again tomorrow!" Older sister came over and whispered.

"It's cold. Both of them are wearing so little. What are you doing!" His father pulled the door open and came in. When he saw this scene, he felt a little helpless. "Go to sleep. Your mother will wash tomorrow. Go!" As he spoke, he turned to look at his sister. "Xiao Lin, don't go to school tomorrow. Come to the office to look for me!" Patting her, she left.

Shu Wei lay back on the bed and turned to her sister. She was silent under the covers and the headlight was not turned off. She was sitting on the headboard, deep in thought.

"Turn around and sleep. It's very awkward for you to look at me like this!" Shu Lin finally said something.

Shu smiled slightly and asked her, "Can you tell me? Sis, what happened?"

"Go to sleep. It's bright here. Turn around and go to sleep!"

"I'm going to light up!" Shu smiled and tried to comfort her. But she didn't know what to say. Shu Wei rarely heard what her sister said to her. She was always the one who kept talking about all kinds of strange thoughts.

"Wei, the college entrance exam is about to start. Do you have any confidence?" Elder sister suddenly asked.

"I don't know. If they don't do well in the exams, their parents' faces won't look good. Eh? Don't move!" Shu Wei seemed to have found something and looked carefully. She got closer and saw a small mark on her neck. It was dark red under the yellow light. "What is this? Does it hurt?"

"What?"

"Your neck?" Wang Yao asked. It's like a mosquito bite, this is it." Shu Wei gently touched it with her finger again.

"Oh!" Older sister realized something and smiled. "It was not bitten by a mosquito!"

"What is that?"

"I'll tell you in the future! Sleep! You still have classes tomorrow!" As he spoke, he turned off the light and laid down in bed.

"I'm most afraid of suffering from menstruation. As long as I don't touch it during the college entrance exam." Shu Wei covered her stomach with the warm bag again.

"That's why you calculate like an old woman every day, afraid of bumping into her. In the future when you get married and have children, it will be fine. It won't hurt anymore!"

"Your tone is the same as your mother's. I don't believe it!"

"You don't believe too much. By the third day of the Lunar New Year, you still think that mom and dad can create us just by kissing their mouths. "

"I don't think so now!" When she said this, Shu Wei suddenly had a strange feeling. The sound of rain outside became louder. She turned around and looked outside the window. There was a layer of mysterious light outside the curtain.

"Wei, is all your worries only about the exam and the painful period?" Older sister laid beside her and suddenly asked, "But I feel that the exam is not your problem anymore!"

Shu Wei looked out the window and her heart tightened. She laughed and closed her eyes. Listening to the rain outside, she felt a little melancholy.

"What are you thinking about?" Sister noticed.

"No. I was thinking about the part of ancient history that I haven't memorized yet..." Shu smiled slightly and patted her head with her hand.

"Sigh, take the exam well. I don't know if you're really not enlightened, but I see that you've written quite a lot of things. " Mom never flipped through your stuff, so I'm not worried about you falling in love early. "

Sis! " Shu Wei suddenly called out and gently asked, "That piece on your neck, is it a kiss mark?"

Shu Lin was startled and did not reply.

For the first time, Shu Wei felt some strange feelings growing in her body. Along with the rain in the early spring, there were some fresh and bright colors. There was also a euphemistic shyness and ignorance. It dripped into her heart and produced crackling sounds.

She was somewhat envious of elder sister's beauty and gentleness, and for the first time, she felt some deficiencies that she did not want to mention.

She suddenly did not know what was going on. It was a sleepless rainy night.