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I know that the doctors have given me a sedative. Although I know that this kind of medicine is very harmful to my body, I really can't control my emotions …

I am really in despair, Xiao Yao actually died! I can't believe he's dead! Why did Chen Lu lie to me? Xiao Yao is already dead! Why! He's clearly still alive and well. He must be waiting for me at home right now!

And then