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After staying at the hospital in front of the manor for a while, I returned to my room.

I reached under the pillow and pulled out a bottle of sleeping pills.

I stole it from the nurse. I poured it out and swallowed it in one gulp. I couldn't taste anything. I just chewed it mechanically and swallowed it.

I lay calmly on the bed, waiting for death to come.

I have lived a very hard life