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An Shengmei suddenly felt upset. Some people were chasing after them while others were standing at the far end trying their best to extend their hands to the people behind them. Some people stood behind and silently watched the two figures.

"I know, I will do my best to maintain my heart." Since he was wrong, he should take responsibility for the whole thing. Back then, he had asked a stranger to join him, but now, he knew that the stranger liked him. An Shengmei thought for a long time before making her decision.

Seeing that Gu Qingyan had a new story in his space, he said, "I will never be him."

Yes, Gu Qingyan would never be Tan Yizhe. Gu Qingyan was just a boy who didn't want to say anything, who would be sad if he was the only one licking his wounds. Tan Yizhe, on the other hand, always had his own halo, always wanted to appear no matter where he went.

When An Shengmei began to think seriously and rationally about this, she suddenly felt that something was wrong. The innocent and frank mood from before, the ignorant and passionate feeling, seemed to be wrong now. For the first time, An Shengmei began to doubt herself, the feeling.

No matter what it was, An Shengmei decided to start treating Gu Qingyan seriously. He didn't do anything wrong, he just liked her, and couldn't punish an innocent person just because of his own fault.

An Shengmei often smiled when she was with Gu Qingyan. An Shengmei didn't want to bring him her sadness. Gu Qingyan said that An Shengmei was stupid. She could fall down the stairs and get lost in a town that had lived for so long. She had neither a sense of time nor a sense of space. He also said that An Shengmei was very cute, like a silly pig. An Shengmei didn't like him calling her stupid pig, so it was fine to call her stupid cat.

He said that the curtains in his room were black, and he liked black. Once, An Shengmei saw him wearing a white short-sleeved shirt, and An Shengmei told him that he looked really good in white. From then on, he only wore white clothes.

When he was with Gu Qingyan, it was usually An Shengmei who talked to him, but he would occasionally interrupt. Fortunately, An Shengmei had a very outgoing personality, otherwise, he wouldn't be able to find a topic to talk about. Sometimes, he would inadvertently mention Tan Yizhe, but his unchanging expression didn't change at all. However, he wrote on the classmate list later on: "Can I give you a small suggestion, is it possible for you to not mention Tan Yizhe's relationship with you in front of me? Sometimes, people who don't have anything but listen will feel very sad."

The thing that impressed An Shengmei the most was that he wrote a lot of "Love You" on the last page — at the top, there was a line of small words, "Remember how much you like to hear — say it to the sky," and then the following words were filled with "Love You, Love You," forming a large "Love You." An Shengmei was shocked at the thought of the two pages filled with "Love You," which took a lot of perseverance to write.

An Shengmei and Gu Qingyan would go to the Internet Cafe to play after their vacation. Before school, they would change their homework. Gu Qingyan helped An Shengmei with math while An Shengmei helped him with Chinese.

The two of them would take a ride of half the distance and get off the car to walk to the school. They would walk along an unknown path and jokingly say that he was abducting a girl from a good family …

An Shengmei could only treat Gu Qingyan like a good friend and couldn't give him more. Actually, An Shengmei and Gu Qingyan had quite a lot of memories, but because his introversion and silence gave An Shengmei a lot of freedom, An Shengmei's heart couldn't help but think of those memories.

Tan Yizhe kept torturing himself to torture An Shengmei. Once, he actually threatened An Shengmei with a car accident. An Shengmei was so angry that she couldn't help but say, "Then go!"

Although Tan Yizhe didn't really crash into the car in the end, An Shengmei couldn't bear to let Tan Yizhe go. Sometimes, An Shengmei changed her mind and thought that it was a true love to be able to use one's life to win and turn back.

So An Shengmei said to Tan Yizhe, "I can't break up with Gu Qingyan, because Gu Qingyan likes me, I can't break up now, I don't want to affect Gu Qingyan's middle school exam."

Since he had already affected one, there was no need to harm the other.

Tan Yizhe said, "Alright, I'll wait for you to come back to me."

An Shengmei was ranked medium, so she was fortunate enough to be qualified to take the exam. Gu Qingyan was even worse off than her, so he didn't enter the examination hall.

An Shengmei and Tan Yizhe happened to be in the same exam room. Tan Yizhe was behind and to the left of An Shengmei. He turned his head and looked at Tan Yizhe's quick writing. An Shengmei also started to write slowly.

An Shengmei didn't pay much attention to the exam since she and Tan Yizhe said that they would take it together, which was better than the S School in A High School. That was why she did it so badly and almost fell asleep.

After the exam, An Shengmei and Tan Yizhe walked out as if they were strangers, with Tan Yizhe walking in front and An Shengmei looking at Tan Yizhe's back. Tan Yizhe's form teacher saw Tan Yizhe and patted Tan Yizhe on the shoulder.

An Shengmei knew that Tan Yizhe was not the class monitor, but because Tan Yizhe was very popular with teachers, Tan Yizhe became the class monitor's special assistant.

It seems that the teacher values Tan Yizhe more than he does. An Shengmei felt upset. Good grades were indeed everything in the eyes of her teacher.

Later on, a dramatic scene was put on. Tan Yizhe was accepted into the A High School and they specifically sent people to discuss with Tan Yizhe what three years of school fees should be exempted, how much money should be given as a reward, how they should directly go to the A High School to make up for the first year of high school, what privileges should be granted, and even went to Tan Yizhe's home to communicate with his parents.

An Shengmei thought they wouldn't agree. With Tan Yizhe's grades, he should be able to get into the top five without any problems. If they were to study seriously, they could get into a better S high school.

But he didn't expect them to agree. Even Tan Yizhe's homeroom teacher communicated with Tan Yizhe, because they were afraid that Tan Yizhe would fail in his high school exam, and that wouldn't be worth it.

Tan Yizhe was stressed out again. An Shengmei didn't know what effort Tan Yizhe had made to temporarily resist the pressure, but Tan Yizhe said that he wouldn't go. He was going to test together with An Shengmei, and An Shengmei also believed that Tan Yizhe wouldn't go.

However, in the end, Tan Yizhe still agreed. He just didn't let An Shengmei know and everyone else did.

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