C10 Chapter 10

Zhixin's intuition told her that he was not in a good mood. His deep eyes were gloomy, as if there were too many disturbing things hidden in them.

"Are you in a bad mood?"

Zhixin picked up a small potato and placed it in her bowl. She still could not resist asking him.

Xi Shenyuan turned back to look at her.

"I see that you don't look well." Zhixin said again.

"Let's eat."

Xi Shenyuan did not say anything.

He did not want to tell her. Just an hour ago, he saw a life disappear from his hand. He, the doctor who had saved the patient, could not do anything to the patient on the operating table.

He thought that, as a doctor, he should have gotten used to the feeling of his life disappearing. However, he found that he could not get used to it.

There was an indescribable heaviness in his heart, and it made his breathing a little ragged.

Seeing that Xi Shenyuan did not want to say anything, Zhixin did not ask anymore. This was not something she should be concerned about.

She lowered her head and pretended to be focused on eating, but her mind was in chaos because of him.

Xi Shenyuan's gaze fell on Zhixin's lowered face. His long and narrow eyes were tightly shut, and his heavy heart seemed to gradually disperse due to her few words of concern. He instantly felt a sense of relief.

After Zhixin finished her meal, more than half of the dishes were left. Xi Shenyuan didn't eat anything, and he just sat across from her and watched her eat.

Zhixin wiped her mouth with a tissue and wanted to continue discussing decoration with him. Suddenly, the phone on his table rang.

It was a call from the hospital department.

"Second, come back quickly. One of your patients has some problems and may need surgery immediately." Cai Ling, who was from the same department, was on the other end of the phone.

"Which patient?" Xi Shenyuan frowned.

"The woman in bed 18 on the tenth floor."

"I know. Get ready for the surgery. I'll be right back."

"Okay."

Xi Shenyuan hung up the phone in a hurry.

"Is there something urgent in the hospital?" Zhixin guessed that this conversation would be over.

"Yes, the patient needs surgery right away." Xi Shenyuan put away his phone and stood up. He looked down and looked down at Zhixin. "Miss Shen, about the renovation of my new house, I will look for you next time when I have time."

"Okay." Zhixin nodded. She could totally understand his busy schedule.

Xi Shenyuan nodded and left the table. He walked straight to the cashier.

Zhixin only looked away when his straight and broad back gradually disappeared from the door of the restaurant. She felt a sense of loss in her heart.

It was fifteen minutes after Xi Shenyuan arrived at the hospital. He went into the surgery department and changed into a blue sterile surgical gown. He went into the cleaning area to wash his hands and disinfect himself.

At this time, Cai Ling, the third brother, also changed into a sterile gown and walked over. "Second, don't worry about the operation this afternoon. We doctors are not the saviors. We just need to do our best."

"Don't worry. It won't affect the operation," Second said.

Xi Shenyuan picked up the brush next to him and brushed his arm.

"By the way, the patient's family members didn't cause any trouble, did they?" Xi Shenyuan asked again.

"No. Maybe everyone is already mentally prepared."

"Yeah." Xi Shenyuan muttered to himself.

Cai Ling looked at him and smiled. "You look much better than when you just left the operating theater. What's wrong? Did something good happen?"

"No." Xi Shenyuan denied it, "It's just that my mood is a little better than it was in the afternoon." He looked up at himself in the mirror. There was a slight ripple in his heart.

The water stopped and the disinfection was completed. He raised his arms and walked towards the operating theater. "I'll go over first. Come over quickly."

"Okay!"

At seven o'clock in the evening, the family of three gathered around the table to eat.

Zhixin quickly ate the rice in the bowl, "Mom, I have a part-time job to do later. You guys sleep early. Don't wait for me. I'm not coming back tonight. I'll go to the hospital to see Nuan after I finish my part-time job. "

"Zhixin, eat slowly." Mother Shen Qin Lan quickly advised her and sighed softly, "You are a good girl. Why did you torture yourself like this?"

"Mother, I'm fine. Your daughter is very strong." Zhixin comforted her mother.

"Strong, do you think you are a strong man?" Shen Ruorou could not help but complain about her sister, "Look at you. You have been so skinny for the past year that only skin and bones are left. You do not know how to treat yourself normally."

"Xin, Mom has thought for a long time. This time no matter what, you have to promise Mom to go on a blind date. This man was introduced by the neighboring Mrs Lin. The man is a second married man, 38 years old, and has a daughter. His family background is considered generous. I heard from your Mrs Lin that he is also a good person and is worth meeting."

Zhixin's heart was filled with obscure thoughts when she heard her mother's earnest words," Mom, it's really not that I don't want to go on a blind date. You also know Nuan's current physical condition. No matter who we are with, we are only a burden to others. How can I have the cheek to go on a blind date?"

"Sister, back then, Mom and I always advised you not to give birth to Nuan. You refused to listen to me. Now she has this disease, "Wang Yao said. She even implicated you..." Before Shen Ruorou could finish her words, she was reprimanded by Qin Lan in a low voice. She stopped her words, "What nonsense are you talking about? Nuan will hear you say this. How sad she will be."

"Sister, you know, I didn't mean that..." Shen Ruorou was afraid that her sister would be sad, so she quickly explained to her, "I don't mean to blame you for being warm. I just feel sorry for you. Seeing you work so hard, as a sister, I don't feel good either."

"I know." Zhixin nodded, "I know that both you and Mom are worried about me. Alright, I promise you that once the warm illness is cured, I will immediately go for a blind date. Every morning and night, I will have three matches. I must solve my marriage problem within a year. Is that okay?"

Hearing Zhixin's words, Mother Shen and Shen Ruorou looked at each other and did not say anything else.

After the warm illness is cured, but when will her illness be cured? Could it be that this illness could no longer be cured?