C27 Flaming Red Cloud Island
"Do you know what lust is? Sirius, do you know what love is? Why did I sink into it? Perhaps it was like a mirage of criss-crossing lights and shadows. When I ran towards it with the fervor of youth, I found that it was gradually retreating and disappearing. The light of my youthful flesh is like the light of the setting sun burning in the sea. When the light of the sun gradually dimmed, my rushing hot blood also gradually turned cold … "
"No, don't think that way. Your words make me feel very sad. Yu Kun, life, is more than love and lust, isn't all of it the same? The radiance that we had once dreamed of was so dazzling, but wasn't our bodies gradually turning cold? Why torture yourself like this, we only need to have the sun to know the warmth of the sun; we only need to have the dream, we will know the beauty of the dream, they will bloom in our hearts eternal flowers. "We don't have to be sad about our lost sighs, or sad about our tortuous journeys, or the road that has yet to end. If we're tired, we might as well sit down by the side of the road and take a nap and look at the scenery along the road. But our energy is good, the sun is still high in the sky, why should we mourn and let our hearts fill with decadent tears …"
"Stop talking, Sirius, stop talking. My love and affection is a beautiful world, a world that no one has ever come close to …
After I parted with Zhu Tong that night, I returned home. It was already late at night, and my mother had already eaten. Seeing me come back, he hurriedly cooked for me. Mom knew I loved noodles and made me two bowls of minced meat noodles.
After dinner, it was already ten o'clock at night. My excited heart is still wide awake. I was still immersed in the concept of a reunion. The remaining fragrance on my lips was still seeping into my bones. I was so infatuated that I couldn't keep my racing heart anymore. I simply didn't have the ability to calm my heart to study.
I lazily leaned against the bed. I only felt that my body was floating lightly, as if I was flying in the clouds. My four limbs didn't have the slightest bit of strength. It felt like a ball of fire and a rippling lake of water, so I lay in bed and turned out the light, took off my clothes, and got into bed. I think that as long as I can sleep peacefully, I can study seriously and peacefully tomorrow.
In my dream, I no longer needed my repressed imagination, let it fly, or because of my recent fatigue, I thought I had fallen asleep …
In a daze, I felt as if I had arrived in a secret jungle. Sunlight shone from afar. In the breeze I could hear the drizzle of the stream, or the sound of a bird flying past me, the sound of wings in the air, and a hazy purple mist in the sky.
I didn't know why, but I felt my mouth was parched and my tongue parched. I didn't know why, but I came to this desolate forest. I followed the sound of the current and pushed my way through the dense thicket, slowly searching for the source of the sound.
Through the gaps in the trees, I could see the green rocks in the distance. The grass on the walls was still fresh in my eyes, and a few bright flowers were emitting a delicate fragrance, as if there were a few butterflies fluttering in the wind.
A fiery red sun hung over the peak of the mountain. The light was dazzling, and through the drifting mist of the mountain, I could see the sun transform into a beautiful halo. In this quiet and tranquil world, it was like a century in a dream.
It was as if I had found the ideal country in my dreams. I couldn't help but feel a surge of joy in my heart. I anxiously searched for it, but I didn't expect that the forest was filled with countless thorns.
But the hateful thing was that the thorns were thick with needles, and for some reason they kept tearing at my clothes. Fortunately, my skin wasn't cut, because even though I was walking through the thorns, I didn't feel any pain coming from my skin.
I could only feel my mouth drying up. The sound of the flowing spring water was still attracting me, and I kept trying to find the source of the sound, but the sound was sometimes far away and sometimes close. Sometimes clear and sometimes blurry, and through the bushes, I could almost see the crystal clear spring water …
The higher the sun rose, the hotter the air became. The tall trees were so tall and strong. However, the cool stream still seemed very far away, and my heart and footsteps still seemed so light and powerless. But my desire is so strong, like the cactus in the desert strong yearn for every drop of water...
The scruffy shrubs still obstructed my steps, which made every step I took very strenuous.
I seem to still clearly remember that evening just now, the beauty of my lover was still so clear. I still vividly remember her gentle embrace. I loved her so much, but I really didn't want my lover to leave. But I took her to her neighborhood and kissed her again and said goodbye. But my heart is so reluctant, so nostalgic, if only we can be together forever!
I even complained about why I didn't keep her for a while. Perhaps it is because we have been separated for too long, many days of longing will not be extinguished by this short passion, my love is still burning like a flame. I deeply understand that once the flame of love rises, just like this summer's scorching sun, who can expect it to suddenly become cold.
When I finally cleared the last patch of forest, I almost cried out in shock. Wasn't that Zhu Tong's heart? Why was she here? This isn't a dream, is it? I even doubted my own eyes. She was standing on a patch of grass, as if waiting for someone. A wisp of the waterfall that fell from the sky hung right next to her. The floating smoke was like wisps of gauze, and the mist's foam almost splashed onto her body …
In front of her was a pool of pure green water, rippling with circle after circle of intoxicating ripples. Her lover was standing there like a fairy on the verge of flying away. Her gauzy dress made her slim and elegant, revealing her soft and charming curves.
"Tongxin, Tongxin," I called out loudly. I quickly ran over, but there was only soft grass beneath my feet. There were even many enchanting flowers blooming in the grass.
The annoying thorns had disappeared without a trace. I looked around me, and there was only the tall, beautiful forest and the towering green hills surrounding the quiet valley.
I don't know where all my tiredness and hunger have gone, but I feel like I'm young, dreaming, dreaming of beautiful dreams. And Zhu Tong's heart was the light in my beautiful dream. She was still standing there, but, as if she hadn't heard me, she was still looking at the waterfall.
I don't know why, I clearly saw her, she was clearly in front of my eyes, why was she still so far away? My heart was looking forward to it, my feet were running so fast, I felt like a bird in the clouds.
I had passed through all the bushes and brambles, and now there was only the grass at my feet and the tall trees beside me.
"Tongxin, I love you, I love you, I miss you so much …" I felt like my body was on fire, I felt like my body was incredibly light and strong, and in an instant I was right in front of Zhu Tong's heart. I didn't seem to feel shy at all. I unrestrainedly said as I recklessly embraced her in my arms …
However, Zhu Tong didn't feel surprised or surprised at all. She didn't resist or feel shy at all. It was as if she had already known that I would come and was waiting for me here. She naturally nestled in my arms.
I kissed her madly. She was so gentle, she was like a waterfall that wrapped itself around me, her skin was soft and smooth, her long hair was as elegant as the clouds.
But she didn't say a word. She put her arms around me and clung to me, her eyes full of fascination and affection,
I was still madly kissing her, and she was also cooperating with my every action, letting my impudent madness go unchecked. We seemed to have forgotten everything, forgetting everything in the world. I kept stroking her, and with every light touch of her body, I would fall into the abyss of desire.
She also murmured softly, kissing me with infatuation. Everything about us was entwined, just like two vines blooming with flowers, crazily entangling, crazily growing, crazily spreading in this world.
I felt that even the tall tree was entangled and entangled by this vine of desire, this green and vigorous life growing endlessly, absorbing all the nourishment of this world, is it love, life, greed or selfless devotion …
We held it tightly, and I felt that the world belonged to us, the sun, the grass, we discovered their beauty because of love, we felt our existence because of love, we knew that the world was not just for our physical enjoyment …
Time was so slow and long that if there was love, even for a moment, it would be enough to comfort her for a lifetime …
I forgot my hunger and fatigue, I felt that she was more pure than the pure spring, I felt that she was more pure than the blue sky, I longed for her, I loved her, I felt that she was my blue sky.
Without her, the blue sky would no longer exist, and I would live in darkness forever. I still kiss her and hold her, and I can't bear to let go even for a second, I feel like I'm flying in the blue sky...
We stick so close, so close, and like two birds flying, we admire each other, look, the love of endless force each other, as if something connected us. It is the fire of youth, strong skin, or the breath of the heart, I believe that if love does not need an additional oath.
"Tongxin... "Tongxin," I whispered, kissing her, stroking her, her soft back, her full hips. Those slender legs were like two long lotus nodes, the sky was filled with red clouds, and I could clearly hear the distant sound of the wind beating against the waves.
The waterfall around us was getting bigger and bigger, and the mist was starting to envelop us. Our clothes seemed to be soaked, but I didn't want to let go of her for even a second. The cool stream was incomparably sweet, flowing down Zhu Tong's face and into my mouth.
I kept kissing her, hugging her...
"I love you, I'll never speak to you again, Tongxin." Zhu Tong didn't say a word, she only tightly hugged me and let me do everything crazily. Her young chest was clearly visible under the wet gauze, as if it was reflected in the morning mist, gently swaying in the green leaves.
The water from the waterfall gradually poured out of the shallow pool, flowing to the green grass, flowing to our feet. Many bright flowers were drowned by the clear spring water...
The sun was still shining brightly in the sky. The water of the waterfall was so warm and soft that it surrounded us. Warm spring water flowed by our feet.
I still kissed her madly, holding her tightly in my arms, unable to let go of her for even a moment. I felt hot all over, unable to endure the thirst.
The waterfalls grew larger and larger, almost drowning our breath, almost flooding the forest. I wanted to run away from here with Zhu Tong in my arms, but we were entangled in this extreme tenderness, and we would never be able to escape. The sun was still shining brightly in the sky. Through the clear spring water, I could clearly see the beautiful skin of my lover …
Suddenly, a huge wave of water came over and completely buried us. We struggled, entangled, and wanted to call out, but the clear spring water quickly flowed into our mouths. A heavy and deathly suffocation …
I suddenly woke up. It was already bright outside …
But I was still lingering on the bed lazily, reminiscing everything in the dream. I don't know, what happened to me recently, meeting Zhu Tong's heart again and again, what did this mean? Could it be that love has been fermented a thousand years of wine intoxicated me. But in this world, what was the point of truly loving someone who had lived for a thousand years!
I don't want that thousand years of love. I just want to be in love with each other every moment for a hundred years, that's enough. That's enough to make every pair of young lovers happy!
I know better that life needs fire and water. We don't know what makes it all come together, the beauty of the universe. Why do humans have to take the eternal oath? Isn't this the manifestation of humanity's confusion and the rarity of true love? Could it be that this is a sign that humans are still struggling in the darkness? It is a hint of the loneliness of the human soul!
However, I believe that the human soul will never change. This kind of desire will never weaken. This loneliness and love are the unending springs in the human soul, slowly nourishing this world, filling it with eternal desire!
Ah, I really want to say to my lover: Light desire with desire, light love with desire, light the world with love! O friend, do not burn your soul into a desert with the flame of your desire! Use it to illuminate the dark night! As the light of your advance, as the unending source of your love!
Oh, my friend, do not loathe this desire! For we have no reason to loathe the body which God has given us, but we have reason to stand with God and the Holy One, and to loathe the iniquity of the greedy gluttony!
The scorching sun was scorching the earth, and the sweet spring water from the depths of the earth was gathering without rest. This was the desire for love, and this perhaps stemmed from the desire and strength in people's hearts …
