C4 Nankou's Dream

I turned slowly, and all the memories came flooding into my mind. I knew that I had experienced a terrible accident, and I thought of my mother, anxious in the rain, the missed call, stabbing at my heart like a knife. I can no longer hesitate as I quickly ran home from the road I came from …

I knew my mother must be worried to death by now, but I was surprised by the scenery along the way. I remembered clearly that a pier had been built on this seaside for about ten years.

I was still running forward. I ran so fast that I could hear the wind in my ears and everything around me was blurry, but I still remembered clearly that there was a tall building in the open area to the east. But why was it gone now?

Fortunately, I didn't run into anyone I knew along the way, and it didn't take me long to get back home. To my surprise, our house was still the same as it was ten years ago — a small, not-so-high-end building. When I found the door open, I sneaked into my bedroom and found my cotton jacket. I quickly put it on and walked out in panic while my mother was cooking in the kitchen.

"Mom …" My heart was about to jump out of my chest, but I found that my mother wasn't surprised.

"You are awake, Yukon," my mother said softly, and she turned to look at me with eyes full of love. But I was still surprised. His mother was still so young, still in her forties, "What's wrong, Yukun? Why did you sleep during the day? Are you not feeling well?"

I am so strange, is all this horrible experience a dream? Perhaps the pain in his mind that he hadn't recovered from for a long time had turned into this terrifying nightmare. That's right, it's no wonder. How can he bathe in the sea water that hasn't thawed yet in this freezing winter …

"Yes …" Mom, it's … I... "I seem to have a cold," I replied timidly. As I said this, I hastily retreated and quickly ran to the mirror. The sight that I received shocked me. I've changed, I've really changed, I'm still young and radiant. That youthful face was so young, and it still had a hint of childishness. I made a face in the mirror. I thought back to my youth …

"What, you got a cold?" I saw my mother quickly put down the stove and run to my side. She touched my forehead with her warm hand. Yu Kun, are you in a good mood? "Did you dream of something …"

"No, mother, I'm okay, really, I want to go out and take a look, it's been a long time since I've gone out to look …" Mom's hand was so warm, she gently caressed my forehead.

"Yu Kun, let's not think about what happened in the past anymore. We already have enough for her …" "We can't all just leave with her …" I saw my mother's tears running down the corners of her eyes...

When I saw my mother's tears, I felt a pang in my heart. Zhu Tong's heart had never left me, let alone leave this world, but my hopes had been dashed day after day. It was like catching the shadow of the moon in the air, so futile!

"It's not mother. I'm in a good mood. I just want to go out and take a look …" I looked at my mother's haggard face and felt extremely guilty. I really did let my mother down and made her worry about me like this. "I'm fine, I'm fine. I'm only going for a little while, just a little …"

However, all the memories from the past that couldn't be stopped flooded into my mind like a surging tide …

Love Song

The smoke of the afternoon smoke drifted slowly away

The shadow of the sun is still so warm

The world is like a short dream

yearning to see you again

The sky had melted between the sea and the sky

Butterfly, blended between flower and flower

Love, like a tangled dream

yearning for you to appear again

Ah!" My love has lived for thousands of years

You stay where you are, watching the past

one year

Let my lonely lovesick be transformed into a vast green field

It be too late to watch the sea catch fire again

The birds have come home and the world is empty

Who is lingering on the beach

Rewrite our original ideas

Ah, yearning is a wisp of smoke

Love, like a frozen sea

Memories are a rusty lock

The past, like a piece of white lens

Ah, the love in my heart is gone, it is you who rekindle it

"The heat in my heart is over, it's you who turn into the stars."

Oh, love you, love you, love your heart really hurt

You're the one who's got me in the pit of my stomach again

And I was swept into the past again

"Mom, I'm really not hungry right now. Don't worry! "I'm just going outside to take a look …" I hesitated at the kitchen door, but my feet didn't stay where I was, because I really couldn't bear to leave her, not even for a minute. My mother had been by my side all these days, accompanying me through my most lonely and helpless years, not to mention the twenty years I had spent raising her … "Mom, I really want to go out and see, I haven't been out for a long time."

"Sigh, don't go. Don't go. Yukun, the meal is ready. You can go after dinner …" I heard my mother calling after me, how happy my heart is, I clearly felt my mother's trust in me, care and endless love, in this lonely world, who else could care more than my mother's mother's love …

"I won't make you worry anymore. Mom, I'll be back soon …" I left my voice by my mother's side and ran away excitedly. I was like a spring breeze rushing to my destination, that beautiful wilderness, those fields I love...

"Don't go, Yukun. We'll go after dinner. The meal is ready …" Mom's voice was still lovingly chasing after me.

"Mom, I'm really not hungry. I'll be back in a while. Please wait for me for a while …" My excitement was like a dove out of its cage in the blue sky. My free heart was like the wings of a dove. In the transparent air, I thought of my career. I could no longer stay where I was …

However, those beautiful memories …

The heart-wrenching pain, the mental hospital with its desolate fallen leaves drifting in the wind...

Those friends that I yearned for day and night, I really came back...