C361 Xu Yuwen's Otherness(5)

She probably wouldn't understand how much of a shock her casual words would cause in my heart, making me unable to keep my cool, willing to sink into the mud, watching myself slowly fall and never come out again.

In front of Lu Shuangshuang, I hid that shameful scene and wanted to play the part of a good person, someone she could completely trust. I really wanted to protect her