C19 Guilt

Gu Zizhan kissed her fair neck. The collar of her skirt fell on her shoulder. From his angle, it was easy to see the endless scenery in her clothes.

His other hand came to her chest. His five fingers tightened and her softness was deliberately colored. He affectionately used the tip of his tongue to taste her skin. Baby, you're so sweet.

In that instant...

Nannuan felt as if she had been struck by lightning and her entire body stiffened.

Some parts of her memory were pulled out by the cruelty. That night... That man had also said the same thing to her. The fear that was lurking in her heart was immediately born. She held Gu Zizhan's hand tightly and almost cried. Zizhan, don't be like this...

He could clearly feel her change. He looked at her in confusion and saw fear written all over her face. He understood it as fear for the first time.

Gu Zizhan retracted his hand and helped her to zip up the zipper, turning her around to face him.

Nannuan felt that she had let him down...

If she could not have sex with him for the rest of her life. What kind of wife was she?

Guilt and self-blame filled her heart. She lowered her head, not daring to look at his disappointed eyes.

Although she did not have much experience in this aspect, she was definitely not a girl who did not know anything. She knew that someone as young and vigorous as him had a strong desire for that aspect.

If not, he would not have gone out to find other women...

Every time, she could feel the toughness of his thing, but she could not pass this hurdle in her heart. She was afraid, afraid, worried about personal gains and losses...

She lowered her head, tears at the edge of her eyes. Zizhan, I'm sorry, I...

His fingers pressed against her lips, blocking her words. Gu Zizhan held her face, asking her to welcome him. Silly girl, every woman will experience such a day. The first time was a little painful. You might be too nervous. That's why it's so conflicting.

No, I... It wasn't the first time, she felt so guilty...

He pulled her into his embrace and opened his arms to hug her. His jaw was pressed against her head. Nannuan, when will you be ready? Hmm?

Nannuan snuggled in his embrace and felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart. Why did the heavens want to play such a joke on her? If she told him that she had been raped... Would he believe it? Or would he think that she was finding the most pitiful excuse for him?

During dinner that day, Gu Zizhan specially brought her to a famous seafood restaurant in the city.

The moment Nannuan walked into the restaurant, she had an inexplicable feeling of nausea.

The surrounding customers were all immersed in the fragrant seafood smell. Only Shen Nannuan covered her nose and her face was somewhat pale.

What's wrong?

He looked at her and there was an additional worry between his brows.

Nannuan shook her head, Maybe my stomach is a little uncomfortable.

Very uncomfortable? Then let's go to the hospital for a check-up.

No need, we'll go buy some stomach medicine later.

Nannuan did not want to be so troublesome. Furthermore, she had been running to the hospital these few days. She already hated the smell of the disinfectant.

She squeezed out a smile and said, I'll go to the bathroom.

Perhaps it was because the feeling in her stomach was too strong that it made Shen Nannuan walk very quickly. She did not notice the corner at all and suddenly, a person walked towards her.

Shen Nannuan quickly stopped her footsteps but still inevitably bumped into him.

"Sorry, I..."

Nannuan met those pair of eyes that contained an unruly smile. Her apology words reached the tip of her tongue but it was forcefully stuck in her throat.

It was him...

"It's alright." Yin Yu smiled like a gentleman, his eyes flashing with the light of a hunter seeing his prey. Nannuan did not like his frivolous look and looked away. Just as he was about to walk away, he reached out his hand and grabbed her arm. He deliberately whispered in her ear, "Secretary Shen, if I remember correctly, you should send me your company's project plan today. Why haven't I received it yet? "

Nannuan's heart sank. "I've already asked my colleagues to send it for me."

"But I didn't receive it."

Nannuan held her chest and endured her discomfort. She controlled her temper and said, "Okay, I will go back and ask clearly."

She wanted to pull back her hand but he held it even more tightly. His hot gaze moved around her body but it did not make people feel that it was very rude. There was an additional element of appreciation, and the corners of his mouth curled up. She sincerely praised, "Shen Nannuan, you are the color that I have seen before. The most beautiful woman. "

After saying that, he proudly looked at the red cloud on Nannuan's face and let go of his hand, "I look forward to seeing you again."

Shen Nannuan really wanted to grit her teeth and reply to him, She doesn't want to see him again for 800 years! However, the feeling of her stomach churning made her have no choice but to quicken her pace and rush to the washroom. Supporting the washing table, she retched but could not spit out anything.

That feeling was as if she was going to vomit out all her internal organs. She looked at her pale face in the mirror in discomfort and had a feeling of unease in her heart.

Dinner was destined to be very painful. Nannuan could not smell the taste of seafood at all. Gu Zizhan could only bring her back. On the way back, the car passed by the supper stall by the west coast. Nannuan watched helplessly as other people ate. Her stomach grumbled a few times.

"You want to eat?"

She really wanted to nod her head!

However, considering that he had a slight mysophobia and definitely would not be used to eating the food here, she shook her head pitifully.

Seeing the rich expression on her face, Gu Zizhan smiled and turned the car around. He parked the car next to the supper stall and couldn't help but pinch her face. "I clearly want to eat, gluttonous cat."

His smile was like a bright and warm sun that shot into Nannuan's heart. Nannuan did not know that her husband, that fearful and cold man, would also have such doting actions.

The corner of her mouth couldn't help but raise, and her mood flew up like a kite.