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"Dad, I'm not." I powerlessly explained, "I coincidentally happened to be in the same hotel as Lu Yulin. After a few rounds of quarreling, we were secretly filmed by someone for no apparent reason."

"Why are you in a hotel if you don't have a home? And that body ? Did you learn to be bad after you had the money? How did I raise a daughter like you? " The old man may be really mad. Although he has a violent temper, he has never said such heavy words to me. I heard my mother scold him on the phone. "I told you to get this straight," she said. Then, my mother's gentle voice came over the phone, "Yan'er, tell mom not to rush. Mom believes you, so I'll listen to your explanation."

This unreserved trust brought tears to my eyes, and I said to her in a tearful voice, "What I said was true. I did not do anything wrong to Lu Chen, and I did not learn bad things. I've always been with Lu Chen. I was with him before I left. "If you don't believe me, you can ask him. Lu Chen ?" I called out to him, feeling as if I lacked the strength to do so. I let my phone drop and looked at Lu Chen's panicked face. He became more and more blurry, gradually disappearing from my sight.

When I woke up, I smelled a pungent disinfectant. It was the smell of a hospital. I looked at my surroundings in a daze. This ward looked very familiar; it was the one where Lu Chen had lived at that time. I let him down again, and he said at the hospital door that he hoped to go to the hospital next time because I had a baby, but now the baby was nowhere to be found and had caused him so much trouble.

I looked at the drops on my hands. They were the nutrients that allowed me to survive. I don't think I need to use it to maintain my life. I might as well just die. Lu Chen can marry another, and I don't have to worry about him leaving before me every day. After thinking for a long time, I finally reached out and grabbed the needle.

"Mu Mu, what are you doing?" It was unknown where Lu Chen had rushed in from.

Seeing him so nervous, I didn't want to worry him anymore, so I smiled at him and said, "I think this tape is a bit upturned. I'll stick it back in."

Lu Chen breathed a sigh of relief, "So it's adhesive tape. I thought you ?"

"What do you think I should do?"

"I thought you couldn't bear it and wanted to do something stupid. "Be good, I can handle other things calmly, but as long as it's related to you, I can't be calm at all."

Lu Chen was a little impatient.

I bit my lips and tentatively said, "If others speak of you like that, how can you be so calm? Aren't you angry at all? "

"I'm not angry, those things. Besides, don't I know the truth? Even if I forget, my hollowed out body won't forget, I believe you. Don't let your thoughts run wild. Even if it's for me, you can't do something stupid. In my heart, there's nothing more important than you. Just like you said, if you were to die, we would die together. Even if you were to die, I will not live without you. " He held my hand as if he had decided what I was thinking.

I wanted to tell him that I wasn't having a hard time, but I couldn't.

I don't know why, but this time I seem to have really made up my mind to leave him, to get him out of his way.

I didn't want to hear any more of his provocative words. I was afraid that I would cry, so I abruptly changed the topic.

"Lu Chen, what happened to me?" "Why are you in the hospital?"

I remember I was talking to my family on the phone, and then I called him, and I woke up in the hospital.

Lu Chen immediately answered my question. After a short pause, he said, "Nothing much. The doctor said you just didn't get a good rest."

His hesitant look made it impossible for others to not think too much. Did God think that I had done too much evil by Lu Chen's side and wanted to take him in?

"Lu Chen," I called him seriously, "tell me honestly, do I have some sort of terminal illness?"

Lu Chen lifted his hand and knocked on my forehead. "What nonsense are you talking about? You're very good!"

"No, you were hesitating just now, you must have something on your mind." I said stubbornly.

Lu Chen actually smiled and mysteriously asked, "You really want to know?" Then, she whispered something in my ear.

I don't seem to know what he's talking about. Lu Chen stood up, laughing even harder. "You have to know. Well, don't think about it. Didn't you want others to think that our relationship wasn't good before? Now, as you wish, this is a good thing. "Have a good rest, I'm going to listen to the Leader's lecture. I've called your little girl to accompany you."

I waved my hands at him in a daze. "Take care."

Lu Chen went out smiling.

What did he just say, that I was sexually overdone, and then didn't faint from eating too much, and was there a more humiliating reason for being hospitalized?

I wanted others to think that our relationship wasn't good, but that other person was referring solely to Lu Yulin, and at most to that small group of beautiful people, and not to everyone in the world.

With such a reputation, how could Lu Chen withstand the gazes of others? Had the matter become so serious that the authorities had to talk to him?

I wanted to go online and see what was going on, but I couldn't find my cell phone no matter how hard I tried. There was no computer in the ward, and the TV was hanging prominently on the wall, but the remote control board was nowhere to be seen.

I knew Lu Chen didn't want me to know about those things, but did he ever think that he would drive me crazy as a modern man?

Luckily, I didn't stay long before Qian Chenjie arrived.

"Whoa, it's here again. It's your turn to stay in this ward."

She giggled as she walked in, completely unable to feel my melancholy.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, she put away her slovenly appearance and seriously said to me, "Mu Mu, what happened? If I didn't know the inside story, I might have been led astray by those things on the internet. You don't even know how noisy the internet is."

So far, I wasn't sure what they'd said, so I asked her, "What did they say?"

Qian Chenjie covered her mouth tightly, "You can't say. I already said that your family's Lu Chen will kill me to silence him."

I looked at her in disdain. 'Can you not be so unpromising?!'

"You have no sense of loyalty!"

Qian Chenjie was embarrassed by my words, she covered her heart and said, "I really can't tell you, but my place will always be your safe haven, if you get tired of playing in the upper class world."

I'm afraid the upper world will kill me before I get tired of it.