C135

After cleaning everything up, I ran out to the vending machine to buy a bottle of cold water to ease the swelling in my eyes. As soon as I opened the office door, I ran into a firm, warm embrace. Lu Chen finally returned.

Damn him, why is he only returning now?

To cover it up, I should have pushed him away and gone into hiding. However, the moment I leaned into his embrace, I couldn't help but sink into depression. There was no way that I could push him away.

"What's wrong? You think so much about me? "Don't think that if you throw yourself into my arms, I will let bygones be bygones. I will still admit my mistakes." Lu Chen let me hold him, his tone lighthearted.

He didn't know what had just happened and thought my reaction was due to yesterday's incident.

I thought that I had already hidden my sobbing voice, but the moment I opened my mouth, it came surging out again, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have said that after I'm gone, you will marry Zhao Yuexin. Besides, I'm not as generous as I thought. Even if I'm gone, you can't marry any woman. For the rest of your life, you will only belong to me from the moment you were born to the moment you die. "

Lu Yulin's arrival wasn't all bad, at least he let me see this clearly. If I had seen it earlier, why would I have made such a scene?

Lu Chen patted my back soothingly and said softly, "I'm very happy to hear that, but why are you crying? I'm not happy when you cry again. " Lu Chen pulled me out of his arms and lifted my chin so I could meet his gaze. "I've noticed that you've been crying a lot lately. In the future, as long as I touch your eyes, I will be able to get out of the water. Be good and don't cry. "

It was as if he drew two sword-shaped eyebrows with thick ink. They were a pair of eyes that shone like pearls, and their eyes were filled with a tender emotion that was about to spill out.

Since he's so good, I can't lose him. He can't disappear from this world forever.

I wiped my eyes and pulled away from him and took his hand and led him into the office.

After setting him on the couch, I went over and locked the door.

I used to know what Lu Chen wanted to do as soon as he locked the office door. Now I want to say the same thing.

Stunned by my actions, Lu Chen asked, "What happened to you?" "You don't seem to be in a good mood. Has anyone come to my meeting?"

I don't want to mention Lu Yulin now. I will tell him what just happened, but not now.

Instead of answering his question, I put my arms around his neck and said, "Lu Chen, how about we have a baby? It doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman, as long as it's your child. "

I have not resisted having children for so long, but I have always had a natural attitude, never asked for one like this.

A trace of happiness flashed in Lu Chen's eyes, but it was quickly replaced by a probing look.

Lu Chen asked in surprise, "Now? "Here?"

I nodded.

He pushed me back a little and looked into my eyes. "Mu Mu, you know how much I want children. But I don't think this is a good situation. You don't seem right, is there something you didn't tell me? "Tell us what you're hiding in your heart. If we give birth to children, we'll have ?"

I don't care if he wants to say there's time or there's opportunity, I can't wait any longer, I take the initiative to stick it in my mouth and stuff it with his future, then turn it into what it is now.

I just want to have a child. Let's have a closer relationship.

Lu Chen had no choice but to cooperate with me.

After a long time, I snuggled into Lu Chen's embrace and told him about Lu Yulin's recent visit. I tried to whitewash my earlier fear with plain words, but it was as if Lu Chen could hear it.

He stroked my hair, but there was no expression of joy or anger on his face. His gaze fell behind me, but I didn't know what he was looking at.

"What are you thinking?" He was silent for so long that I couldn't help but ask.

Lu Chen's gaze returned to my face, but I didn't understand the meaning behind his words. He slowly said, "I was thinking about how you were in the beginning. You were not afraid of being arrogant or domineering, just like how you are now. If Mu Mu became like this, would you blame me? "

Why can't I understand his words? What did he become like this? So what?

"Is that the same thing you told me?" I asked, tilting my head. Suddenly I found myself in the same bed as him, and I didn't know how much he was thinking.

"Mu Mu, were you bullied while you were still in school?" The subject of Lu Chen's conversation was so sudden that, though I was surprised, I followed his words.

When I was in school, because my father was a teacher, he knew that some of the kids in school were bad, and he taught me to think on my first day.

"No, my dad told me since I was a kid that if people don't offend me, I won't offend them. If anyone offends me, beat them to death. "

Lu Chen was beaming with joy when he heard my words. Then, he asked, "What about now?"

I seem to know what he means.

Facing Lu Yulin now, the only thing I can do is to evade and hope that Lu Chen can save me. I've never thought of relying on myself to resist Lu Yulin. In contrast, I do seem to have changed a lot.

When did it start?

In the beginning, I had resisted Lu Chen's control, but every time, there was no result. But then he went straight to the point. He didn't force me to do this, he lied to me. He was more afraid than I was that I would be in danger, that he would strangle me in my cradle or protect me in his way.

So he thinks I can't protect myself, so he blames me?

I lay on his chest and said depressingly, "If you were afraid that I would blame you right now, you shouldn't have wholeheartedly wanted me to cripple you."

When anyone didn't know what he was like, he definitely didn't ask this question for the first time in his life. He must have been paying attention to the matter all along, and then let me go this far.

Lu Chen said seriously, "If I didn't cripple you, I might not have been able to keep you until now." It was as if all the truths were with him.

The fear that he might lose me always struck me as strange. If I was afraid that I would not be able to keep him, it was only reasonable. After all, the gap between us was there. However, to him, this was very abnormal, and Lu Chen was not the type of person who lacked self-confidence.

"Are you that unconfident? "I feel that I can't rely on your charm to keep me, so I must raise me so that I can't leave you." I asked him with a smile, not sure if he was joking or if he meant it.