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"No matter what happens in the future, it will be my choice. I accept."

He really didn't want to die, it was extremely difficult to change a person, moreover, he wanted to change a person who had a deep grudge against him.

After hearing what he said, I had to admit that I had given up.

I should have known better. I couldn't change Lu Chen's mind. Even now, he thinks I'm a little mature.

I shook my head at him, really hating him for never changing his mind. I slammed the popcorn bowl on the table and went upstairs without looking back.

Lu Chen did not catch up with me immediately. After I packed everything up, I turned off the lights and prepared to sleep. He felt the bed beside him sink, and only then did he get up.

I turned my head to the side, holding the quilt, not wanting to sleep face to face with him.

He reached out his hand to touch me. "Mu Mu, don't be angry."

"I'm not angry. I just don't want to bother with you." I buried my head under the covers and told him.

Lu Chen said with a hint of melancholy, "If you don't want to acknowledge that I'm not angry, then what is? You've only been praising yourself for a few days now, so don't play with a kid's temper again, okay? "

I whirled around to face him. There was only the dim light from the night-light, so I couldn't see the expression on his face.

"If you think I've grown up, then why don't you listen to me? I don't have to be angry, but you have to plan for our future. You wholeheartedly consider Lu Yulin. I estimate that when he hits you again in the future, he will still not show mercy.

Lu Chen, I'll be relying on you for the rest of my life. What do you want me and the baby to do if you fail? "

"It's not as serious as you think." Lu Chen put his arm around me and said, "I am thinking for him, so I will naturally think for you. I still think you're as good as you used to be. like a child that hasn't grown up, and now it's worrying me. "

I pushed him back a little. "I don't think you're worried about me. I won't interfere with anything you do in the past, but now I want to express my opinion on everything you do. When you came back from America and forced me to share your burden, you should have thought of me as I am now. "

The moment my words fell, Lu Chen's hands stiffened and his breathing turned heavy.

He seemed angry, and in the dim light I couldn't see the change in his expression, only that he seemed to be adjusting his mood.

After a while, everything went back to normal and he tucked me in.

"I thought you were carrying a baby because of the hormones."

"It's not a matter of hormones, I ?"

I wanted to say a few more words, but Lu Chen covered my mouth and calmly said, "I don't care what you think in your heart, but don't say it out loud. Will you wait until the baby is born? "

He was afraid that if I really got into a fight with him, it would harm the child, so was I.

That bastard Lu Yulin, I can't even count how many times I've fought with Lu Chen over him.

I took his hand away and pressed it against his chest. " Lu Chen, can you not live so arduously? You don't have to think about others, you just have to think about yourself! "

Lu Chen asked, "Do you think I'm a selfish person?"

"I didn't mean it that way. Forget it, it was you who didn't want to understand what I meant. It doesn't matter what I said."

"Alright, didn't you say that you aren't angry?" Lu Chen lightly shook me, "Aren't I doing this for my own sake?" You are my wife and daughter, Lu Yulin is my family, and you are a part of me. "

I had no way to refute what he said, and there was no point in continuing to quarrel with him. I compromised and helplessly asked him, "Big brother, when is the day of the sacrifice?"

"The day after tomorrow."

One day is all I have left, and I don't think I'll be able to resist for long enough to change Lu Chen's mind on this last day.

I gave up again, although I didn't want to say anything more, it didn't mean that I was still the same towards Lu Chen.

Right now, he looks as if he's looking at Lu Yulin, and he doesn't like her in any way. What was even more irritating was that he didn't seem to notice at all and still went to work as usual.

Furthermore, he came back exceptionally late today, as he had already missed dinner time. He still hadn't informed me of why he came back so late.

I really feel unspeakably uncomfortable, he can't be wanting to have a cold war with me, right?

If it's true, then I have nothing to say. This was because in my heart, Lu Chen was different from other men. Other men would quarrel with their wives when they were pregnant, or even commit adultery, but Lu Chen was different.

I thought it was perfect, but reality slapped me hard in the face.

When he finally came back, it was already dark. The news on the television had already switched to the evening news.

It was eleven o'clock when he returned.

He didn't give me any notice. He didn't come back until eleven, and he smelled of alcohol.

I lay in bed and pretended to be asleep. When he came in, he saw that I was asleep.

Then he unties his tie and goes into the bathroom to wash himself, but his smell of wine is not clean, and I can smell it when he comes out.

He seemed to have smelled it himself. After walking a few steps towards the bed, he was preparing to leave. It seemed like he did not intend to talk about it here.

I sat up and reached for the light.

The light filled the entire room, leaving nothing to hide.

Lu Chen wiped his face helplessly, then said in embarrassment, "Mu Mu, are you still awake?"

It was rare for Lu Chen to have such a weak appearance in front of me, but now was not the time to be surprised. I didn't answer him. I just sat on the bed and stared at him.

Lu Chen walked over to the bed helplessly and sat down, saying, "Mu Mu, don't be like this. If you have something to say, just say it, it's not good for the child to hold it in. "

I laughed. He said it sarcastically, why would he come back now if it was for the good of the child.

"You think what you do is right for the child?"

Lu Chen frowned. After taking a deep breath, he relaxed, "I came back so late because Lu Yulin couldn't handle a meal and sent me out. My phone ran out of battery, so I didn't notify you."

"Are you that busy? "You don't even have the time to charge your phone?" As I said that, I couldn't help but cry out, "You don't have to be afraid that I'll lie to my child if I'm angry. "You should tell me the truth. It doesn't matter if I'm angry or not. It doesn't matter if I lose this child."

"Mu Mu!" Lu Chen yelled at me.

Looking at his furious expression, I smiled miserably at him.

He reached out to pat off the light, "It doesn't matter, I'm going to sleep. Go sleep wherever you want."