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There was not much point in venting my anger now. I had to think of a way to save Lu Chen.

My hands and feet felt as if they were tied, and I couldn't do anything about it.

I lost all contact with the outside world. How can I save him? If Lu Chen had been hit by a car and killed, I wouldn't be this upset.

Unlike now, he had been sentenced to death and told to leave today. I know all of this, but I can't do anything about it.

I was sitting on the bed with my arms around my knees, and it was hard for me to do that now, with my stomach against me.

Even if it's difficult, I want to. Only in this way could I have a little sense of security.

All my security used to come from Lu Chen, but now he's leaving me.

He was so heartbroken that he didn't even want to cry.

I just quietly sat on the bed, quietly daydreaming.

His mind kept replaying the events of the past. When a certain character died in the television, a scene of him being alive would be replayed. Was this how I was now?

The first time he saw him, he was curled up on the sofa, smoking a cigarette. I've seen him smoke a lot since then, and the thing I remember most about him is that he went to Zhou Zijie's mother's house for the Mid-Autumn Festival. I started the fight with him, thinking he didn't want me anymore.

When he walked out of the hospital in a daze, he saw him sitting on the opposite side of the street, smoking a cigarette.

He said I had no conscience.

I admit that I have no conscience, and if I had, I should have left him as soon as possible, not stayed with him. Letting someone else pass me had done this to him.

Later, I saw his face. It was at Lu Yulin's wedding. In order to cut off all of Lu Yulin's thoughts, he had even included himself.

He was rough that night. Even when the wedding photo was taken the next day, I had a bruise mark on my body.

But now, he was incomparably gentle.

Marriage Photograph...

If he is going to die, does it mean that our marriage is automatically annulled? No, I haven't been married to him enough.

I jumped out of bed like a madman, not even wearing my shoes.

He opened the door and rushed out, but before he could even take a step, he was forcibly dragged back by the group of people.

"I beg you to let me out, okay? I'm going to save Lu Chen, my husband... My husband is about to die. Can you let me go and save him? "

I almost knelt down and begged them.

But these people were like cold robots, robots that couldn't hear anything. The expression on their faces didn't change as they pulled me straight into the house.

After pushing me onto the bed, he walked out without saying a word.

It was as if their task was to guard me and not to communicate with me.

I wanted to go out again, but I felt a pain in my stomach. No, Lu Chen's life is uncertain, I can't even protect his child.

Don't be sad, don't think about those things, I must adjust my mood, or the baby will leave me. I've been tricked once, and I can't be tricked again.

Go to sleep. Once you're asleep, you won't think about these things anymore.

Trembling from head to toe, I pulled open the drawer beside the bed. Inside was the tranquilizer that Lu Chen had found for me earlier. It shouldn't be a problem if the pregnant woman took it.

Without even asking for a bit of water, I directly swallowed it down.

Then he covered himself with a blanket and continued to hypnotize himself.

The more he hypnotized, the clearer his consciousness became. The baby's going to sleep. I'm going to let her sleep. I could not think of anything else. I could not lose Lu Chen, even his relationship with him.

Although the pain was excruciating, I didn't know if it was because of the baby or what, but I actually fell asleep.

Furthermore, he fell into a deep sleep and didn't even have a single dream. I dare not dream, afraid that I will dream of Lu Chen. What scares me even more is that I'm afraid I'll only see him in my dreams for the rest of my life.

I still had a trace of luck in my heart, but I felt that Lu Yulin was only scaring me. It was impossible for him to be so cruel to Lu Chen. After all, he was his own uncle!

If he really killed Lu Chen, his parents would definitely not let him off the hook.

I woke up with a start and sat up in bed. Reaching out to touch it, he broke out in a cold sweat.

Just after waking up from my dream, I was in a daze as I looked around the room.

He found a man in a suit standing inside. His back was to me, and I couldn't see his face. He looked like Lu Chen.

I shouted in disbelief, "Lu Chen ?"

That person acted as if he did not hear him, and did not turn around for a long time. So I shouted again, "Is that you, Lu Chen? Can you turn around and look at me? I'm so scared! "

Only then did he slowly turn around. It really was him. He was still standing there.

"I jumped out of bed and threw myself into his arms." "You're fine, you're still fine. I thought Lu Yulin ?"

I'm meeting Lu Chen again, so I won't think about that bastard anymore.

Before I could finish my sentence, I raised my hand to wipe the tears off my face. Then I pulled him to look around to see if he was injured.

He's all right everywhere, no bruises, and I'm overjoyed.

Suddenly, Lu Chen felt a little strange. He had always been cold to people, but not to me. Why didn't he say anything today? He was overly silent.

Thus, I walked in front of him in doubt. I raised my head to look at his face, which was still the same appearance as before. He was full of energy and did not look haggard at all.

"Why aren't you talking? Am I making you angry? Can you not speak? If I make you angry, you tell me. I'll change it all, I won't be petty with you. But don't you dare ignore me, I'm so afraid of losing you. "

I tugged at his fingers as I spoke, feeling wronged.

As usual, Lu Chen stroked my hair. "I don't want you to lose me, either. However, they only gave me a little bit of time. Mu Mu, I came to say goodbye to you.

Sorry, I said I would protect you for the rest of your life, but I couldn't do it. Without me, you have to grow up quickly and raise our children well.

I'll wait for you there, but I hope you never come. Even if you want to come, you have to turn into a wrinkled little old lady and come again. "

"Don't think about me without me. Live your life well. If there is someone who can take care of you, don't reject him because of me. It's hard for you to take your child with you, and I hope someone will take care of you for me.

Meeting you in this life is the happiest thing that happened to me. I hope to meet you in the next life. "You ?"

He was still talking, and I covered my ears to hear nothing. What the hell is he talking about? I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it. How could he have come to say goodbye to me? He was so real.