C81
"I don't know," Lu Chen rubbed my hair affectionately. "When we rescued you, we argued for a time. "But when I think about what you said, I don't want to see the wounds on your body anymore."
"Why? Don't you feel sorry for me when you see me injured? "He was even so heartless as to push me away." I sat on his lap, the height gap was not so obvious, it was easy to pull his ear.
"To the heavens and the earth, how could I not pity you? The main reason we fought is because you don't trust me. If I'm soft-hearted, these things will definitely happen again. The day I told you to come up and get the design draft, I didn't understand why you said those words. It was only when you asked me if I was using you to control Lu Yulin that I had some guesses. What did he say to you? "
He was holding my hand, and the corners of his eyes were bruised, a stark contrast to his toughness.
"Lu Chen," I started to explain, but he put his index finger on my lips, "No need to explain, I don't want to know. I know all about his little tricks. "
I gave a little "hmph" and thought he was bragging. "Then why did you let him succeed in his scheme?"
"Yulin could be considered to have grown up by my side. I never wanted to speculate about his most malicious ideas, even though it always disappointed me." Lu Chen pinched my nose, "This is similar to you; both of you are ingrate."
"If you say more, I'm going to get angry." I slapped his hand away and turned my face away.
"I won't say anymore," Lu Chen said, turning my head back. "There are some things I can't tell you right now. You can either guess at me or try to figure me out. Wait until I'm busy for a while."
I had a vague feeling that he was hiding something from me, and that it wasn't a good thing.
I frowned and gave him a probing look. "Is there something you haven't told me? Like you, I don't want you to lie to me."
"It's nothing. I don't want you to lie to me because you're still young. There are some things that you can't handle on your own. I can take care of my own matters. " He was playing with my hair.
Not only was this not good, it was not small either. The more inattentive he acted, the more serious the situation became.
I stopped smiling at him. I cupped his face and asked seriously, "Lu Chen, I can't interfere with your decision. But, at least tell me what you want to do, and let me be mentally prepared."
"It's no big deal. It's not as serious as you think." His insistence on not saying anything annoyed me, and I jumped down from his lap. Anger rushed to his heart, and his mouth was filled with words, "You said that I don't trust you, but I have no way of trusting you like this." I just want to think about you as Lu Yulin said. "
Lu Chen didn't seem to feel my anger. He reached out to pick up the gun on the table and said unhurriedly, "Third Brother taught you how to use it, right?" He grimaced and pulled the safety catch. Then he took my hand and put it on the trigger. He took my hand and slowly pressed the muzzle of the gun to his forehead.
"You don't trust me. You trust me too much. No matter what I say, you will believe it as it is, including what I just said. " He was very calm, as if what was between his eyebrows was just a toy gun.
I couldn't think about what that meant. All I knew was that the gun was stuck between his eyebrows, and if I didn't pay him any attention, he would be dead.
It was a real gun, with bullets in it. The marks on the walls were proof of its power.
I felt my entire arm go numb, and didn't dare to act rashly. I took a deep breath and stabilized my mind, but my voice still trembled uncontrollably, "Lu Chen, are you crazy? "Quick, take it down."
"I'm not crazy, it's normal. What I'm about to say are my heartfelt words." His tone was calm. "Mu Yan, I only married you for the sake of beauty. Now, Lu Yulin no longer has any value, and you no longer have any. Everything I said to you was for your benefit. What can't I tell you? " He sneered, "It's just a pawn that doesn't need to know so much."
His words were like steel needles piercing my heart. It was as if the place had stopped beating, numbed and unconscious, and I didn't know if his words were true or false. But hearing these words from his mouth was enough to make me wish I were dead.
He looked up at me with a faint smile at the corner of his mouth. He was in a good mood. "If you hate me, you can kill me here with a slight movement of your forefinger."
I stared at him, unable to believe that he was spitting these words out of his mouth. He's Lu Chen. How can he do this to me? Didn't he always hold me in his hands as a treasure?
"What you said was all false, right? You're just teasing me, aren't you? " In order to suppress the intense emotion within my heart, I couldn't help but tremble from head to toe. If it weren't for the fact that he was still holding my hand, I would have run away from this place. I would never want to see him again.
"Whether or not it is real is up to you to decide. As long as you move your finger a little, you will be able to take revenge for toying with you. "
I can't do it.
Even if he did say so, I wouldn't be able to do it. He looked at me with a faint smile, and I wanted to cry but had no tears. After two or three minutes of this stiffness, he pushed my hand away and threw the gun down on the table and leaned back in his chair.
"I must be lying," I heard him say, before I could catch my breath. "There's no more bullets in this gun. You were playing with the last one. Even if you really wanted to, you wouldn't be able to kill me. Look at you, even at that point, you can't bear to kill me. Little chess piece, have you really fallen in love with me? That way, there will be no way for us to return to Lu Yulin's side, even if I don't object to your marriage. "
Like a tall building collapsing with a loud bang. His mouth opened and closed as if he were still saying something, but I couldn't make out a single word.
"Look at me, look at you guessing and guessing and guessing alone, so I might as well tell you everything." I originally wanted to play with you for two more days, but you've been naughty these past two days, constantly crying and annoying. "
This was Lu Chen, the face I had seen so many times when I woke up in the morning. He was used to it when he was surprised at first. Didn't he want another child? Why did it seem like he had become a completely different person in less than a month?
Even the weather in the middle of the year was not as cold as my heart. The wind outside howled through the thick wall and hit me, causing me to shiver.
"If you have nothing else, I'll be leaving first."
I walked out of the room in a daze. I was in his arms a moment ago, and everything was real.