C138 He was still enduring

Once, we were so in love. Now, we don't even dare to say a word.

I knew that the river of fate had separated us, that he had his own home, his own wife, and that although he did not love her, he wanted his own child, and that I, no matter how passionately we loved each other at the time, would eventually be a passerby in his life.

My heart was once again filled with anticipation