C178 You've Changed too

I didn't go into the ward immediately, but stood by the door. After a long struggle, I decided to leave. I didn't want to meet Shang Ying. She was already hysterical, and if I went in she would probably make a ruckus and self-mutilation, and I wouldn't be able to handle it.

When he reached the stairs, Shang Yan came. His face was red and he was breathing heavily. No one knew where he came from