C475 To Lose to Reality

In the end, I didn't enter the courtyard and couldn't face Qin Chien calmly. He might pretend not to care, but how could I? He could have been the leader of this world, but he became like this because of me.

The word "beauty disaster" has been flashing in my mind lately, as if it were my label. I may not be a beauty, but I must be a disaster.

When I went back to my room