C147 I Miss You
"I was deeply attracted to your mother, and then I started to pursue her. I thought she would refuse, but she actually agreed. " We... had a rather happy time. "
Yan Xiao smiled when he said this, and tears flashed in his eyes.
"Your mother said goodbye is goodbye. She told me not to look for her. She knows my identity. She said she didn't want to see me again. I have never seen a woman as determined as her. I respect her, I really didn't go to her. I didn't even go to check on her. I thought a smart woman like her should have a happy life. I didn't dare look for her. Firstly, I was afraid that she would be very happy and disturb her, and secondly, I felt guilty. I couldn't give her the best. I didn't dare to see her. "
Yan Xiao covered his eyes and said in a sad voice, "I would never have thought that she gave birth to a daughter for me. I did not expect that she had already..."
Looking at Yan Xiao, she wanted to tell him that he was wrong. Her mother was not decisive or smart. She was just a pitiful woman who had been hurt by love.
Xiang Bei counted the time. Combined with what her aunt said, her mother and Yan Xiao should have met after Xiang Dahai had Lau Qianru.
Was she using this to punish Xiang Dahai for his disloyalty?
However, she was not heartless enough. Otherwise, she should have left with Yan Xiao and not returned to Xiang Dahai's side.
Perhaps she wasn't willing to accept this?
After all, he was the man she loved with everything she had. After all, he was a man who treated her with all his heart and lungs.
She did not want to fight with Lau Qianru for anything. What she valued was what she valued. It was only Xiang Dahai's true feelings.
However, Lau Qianru was pregnant. Xiang Dahai completely disappointed her.
Xiang Bei thought of her name, "Bei." Wasn't the capital where Yan Xiao was located in the north?
So, she always knew that the child in her womb was not Xiang Dahai's.
Aunt said that after her mother got pregnant, her entire body was glowing. She liked this child. Aunt said that she should pay attention to fetal education. In order to protect the child, she never met Lau Qianru and did not argue with Lau Qianru. She tried her best to make herself happy. She tried her best to ignore Xiang Dahai, even though she was depressed most of the time. But she would be very happy if the child in her womb moved.
Xiang Bei did not understand. If that was the case, why did her mother not leave Xiang Dahai?
Was it because she was unwilling?
Although she was a gentle person, she was stubborn in her bones. Back then, she didn't care about getting married to Xiang Dahai, so how could she have the nerve to divorce him? How could she be willing to give up the position of wife to Lau Qianru?
Xiang Bei did not know that her analysis was right. No, no matter if it was right or not, her mother was long gone. Right and wrong. What was wrong?
Xiang Bei subconsciously approached Moo Chengfeng. In the next moment, a pair of strong arms hugged her.
The tip of her nose was a familiar cold fragrance. Xiang Bei had never felt any kind of smell that made her feel so at ease. It was as if the pain of not having a mother was much lighter.
"Bei..." The one who spoke was Yan Xiao.
Yan Xiao was currently very nervous. He did not know what Xiang Bei would think of him. A father who had never appeared before, he really did not have the face to face Xiang Bei.
But after all, she was his daughter and was born by the woman he loved.
So this "Bei" sounded a little careful.
Xiang Bei did not look at him, but looked at Moo Chengfeng and said, "Moo Chengfeng, I want to go home."
Moo Chengfeng picked her up from the waist. Xiang Bei immediately pressed her face against his chest and listened to his strong heartbeat.
"President, I'll take her back first." Moo Chengfeng had already stood up and was ready to leave.
"This..." Yan Xiao originally planned to take the opportunity to announce Xiang Bei's identity in front of everyone. His plan was to formally acknowledge this daughter.
Moo Chengfeng said, "She will find it hard to accept for a while. Please give her some time. I will take good care of her."
Yan Xiao knew that Moo Chengfeng was famous for hurting Xiang Bei. With Moo Chengfeng accompanying his daughter, he could rest assured.
"Bei, I really don't know about your existence. If I didn't see you and the ring on your hand, I really wouldn't know that I still have a daughter outside." Yan Xiao looked at Xiang Bei who had her eyes closed and said gently, "Please give me a chance to make up for it, okay?"
Xiang Bei did not answer and was carried away by Moo Chengfeng.
"Sigh..." Yan Xiao sat back on the sofa dejectedly. "Why am I so stupid? Why didn't I look for her back then?"
Shen Wenge also sighed and said, "President, back then, you didn't know that Wen lady would be pregnant with Little Princess. There is one more thing that I do not know if I should tell you. "
"Tell me!"
[Wen lady's death is not a natural disaster. It is a human disaster.]
"What?"
Shen Wenge had seen gentleness before. It was a pity that such a woman had died.
"According to the news that came from Feng City, Wen lady's difficult birth was man-made. Furthermore, Little Princess and General Moo have investigated this matter clearly. Before Little Princess left Feng City, she punished the person who persecuted Wen lady. The murderer was Xiang Dahai's wife. Because of General Moo's pressure, that woman carried out the execution last year."
Yan Xiao was stunned and murmured. I know why Bei did not want to look at me just now. She is blaming me! "
Xiang Bei really blamed Yan Xiao in her heart.
If he came to find her mother, her mother would not die.
In the car, Xiang Bei did not say anything. She tightly grabbed Moo Chengfeng's windbreaker and stuck to him like a child, letting him hug her.
She had no mother since she was young. She did not feel safe living under someone else's roof.
Although her uncle and aunt loved her when she was young, it was not her home after all. To put it bluntly, Xiang Bei, who did not know the truth when she was young, sometimes felt that if she did not have her. Wouldn't Mom be dead? If her mother was still alive, would her grandfather not have passed away?
Lau Qianru was ruthless enough to plant evil seeds in her young heart. Therefore, she had always felt inferior and blamed herself since she was young. She had always worked hard to be a girl that her aunt liked.
It was not easy to meet Moo Chengfeng who doted on her unconditionally. Xiang Bei wanted to dominate him now. She would not let go. She would not let go even if she died.
"Baby, what are you thinking?"
Xiang Bei rubbed her face into Moo Chengfeng's arms. "I miss you."
This answer stunned Moo Chengfeng. He thought she was thinking about his mother.
"Didn't I stay by your side?" Moo Chengfeng stroked her long hair. His gentle voice made Luo Lie suspect that something was wrong with his ears.
Xiang Bei hugged his waist tightly. "Moo Chengfeng, if you betray me, I will not be as stupid as my mother. I will forget you and then go to a place to start over."
Moo Chengfeng frowned and tightened his arms. "Little fool. "I am not Xiang Dahai. You are not your mother, so our ending is definitely different from theirs."
Xiang Bei only spoke after a while. Moo Chengfeng, so he is really not my father. Isn't that ironic?"
Moo Chengfeng said in a deep voice, "He is not worthy of your mother, nor is he worthy of being your father."