C64 Chapter 63

"Where are Mom and Dad? Are they here too?" I am very worried for them. I hope... I really hope they're okay but I have to find them, see them! I want to be able to check myself that they are okay. Even though.. and then I swallowed one after another because I started crying again when I remembered what happened in the past, the mother was so angry and sick that she even reached the point where she told me to adopt... that... they just picked me up of Dad in the trash.

I was holding back too much not to cry but I really wanted to cry, that's why a drop of tears fell from my left eye. You were about to get up from my lying down when I was stopped because there was an IV stuck in one of my hands. But I want to see Mom and Dad!

So even though it hurt, I closed my eyes while holding my breath as I forcibly removed the IV from my hand even though it hurt so much.

I even rested again in my bed after the IV was removed from my hand, I could already feel the weakness of my body, what I did would add to the pain in my body. Sigh.

When I tried to stand up, I felt like I was going to pass out, so I held on to the bed but I really tried so hard that I slowly stepped out of my bed, luckily my body adjusted right away. When I opened the door and was about to go out when I was stopped from where I was standing, Señyora and I looked at each other, my eyes even widened.

"Señyora -" / "Selena." We said it together and it was obvious from his face that he was surprised to see me but he immediately recovered and then he gently held my wrist.

"What are you doing here? Why did you get up on your bed? Does something hurt?" And while he helped me get back to bed he also looked at me from head to toe.

"Just a moment and I'll call the Doctor to check on you." He added that when he sat me on my bed, he was about to come to my bedside table if you were on the phone when I grabbed his hand. He looked at me and I was also surprised by what I did, that's why I immediately let go of Señyora's hand. Shame! What am I doing?!

"Sorry." I shyly said to Señyora while she was just staring at me, I started looking into her eyes and I don't know if it's just my imagination but I feel like I'm looking into my eyes just now I noticed that we are the same shape, size and the color of Señyora's eyes. That's possible, but there are so many people in the world that it's not surprising.

I mustered up my courage and then asked if –

"Ma'am, do you know where Mom and Dad are?" I watched as the Señyora was surprised by my question at the same time as her mouth fell open. A few minutes have passed but I still haven't gotten an answer from him.

"Señyora -" I couldn't finish what I was going to say when Señyora suddenly hugged me.

"Uhhm..." I don't know what to say to Señyora.

"Thank God you woke up, I was so worried that maybe something serious had happened to you." Señyora said still crying and she hugged me even tighter while I looked like a stump sitting here.

"It's good news that's you're okay, said the Doctor. However, just please - " And then he let go of my hug, he touched both of my cheeks and then looked straight into my eyes.

"be honest and tell me if you are feeling something weird or if something hurts you, okay?" Even though I was confused, I just nodded, the lady smiled and then touched the top of my head.

My mouth fell open then my memory suddenly flashed back in my mind, I bit my lower lip and then avoided looking at Señyora, I didn't want her to wonder why I suddenly cried here in front of her.

"Selena..." I looked at her again when I heard the sweet voice of Señyora, who called me by my full name.

"Is there a problem? Why did you suddenly become sad?" He asked me worriedly. It's another thing I wonder about, why is it that every time I look at Señyora I can't see even a resemblance between her and Kenzo? Maybe Kenzo really inherited more from Señyor?

"It's nothing." And then I avoided looking at Señyora again, I can't tell her that her son is one of the reasons why I'm hurting now, but I really don't understand why she's the one personally taking care of me right now here.

"Señyora..." I added, another thing is why every time I call her Señyora she winces. He didn't seem to like it.

"Uhhm, I just don't understand why you're here..."

"Does that mean I shouldn't be here?" Señyora asked confused and then she stood up from sitting in front of me.

"Looks like you want to rest some more. I'm sorry if I couldn't wait and went here at once to see you." He added with a sad voice. I immediately panicked because that's not what it meant, I shook my head a few times and stood up from my seat. I even winced when I was surprised when I stood up, but I didn't make it clear to Señyora.

"Sorry, that's not what you mean Señyora!" And I was holding his hand again without being aware of it.

"I'm just wondering why you're here, not because I don't want you here, Señyora. Maybe you're doing a lot and I'm bothering you, so I'm sorry that I brought trouble that you feel sorry for!" I suddenly thought that the Señyor might have reached them about the mess that Miss Marga and I had at the rancho and that he might also have mercy, that's why he's here now to check if I'm okay.

"But Señyora, I really want to see my Mom and Dad, I'm worried about them." Then suddenly when I remembered the wall that fell on my Mom and Dad, I really couldn't control my feelings and I started sobbing because of the pain I felt in my chest.