C95 Chapter 94

"But I'm not Mommy. My Mommy and I are different. I like Selena." I'm in love with this boy! I'm running out of things to say, it's crazy!

"I started liking you when I heard Daddy's story about you." My brow furrowed and I was completely focused on Yelena, but I didn't ask what the story was, I just waited for what she had to say next.

"Daddy told me; he loves you."

"He loves me?" Pretending to be confused when asking Yelena, she nodded one after the other.

"Yeah, because you're his little sister." And then Yelena also told the story of my loss when I was a baby and again in English version. Sigh. When can I hear the tagalog version of this story? Uhm, maybe I'll tell the story.

"Isn't that how it should be? Love your family." Ah, yes, because why do I always forget that Kenzo and I are brothers? Turns out he is also my long lost brother. Sigh.

I simply combed my hair, it's a different love because suddenly I thought when he said that Kenzo loved me. It's funny that I hope again. Sometimes I want to punch myself because it hasn't sunk into me yet that Kenzo and I can never be together. Until little by little I feel how disappointed I am.

"And then Dad told me when I was born, he was asked what my name would be and I guess he was thinking of you at that time. So Dad told me, he got my name from your name... Yelena." Immediately, my heart beat faster, as well as the disappointment I was feeling earlier like a bubble disappeared.

Then the next thing I saw was myself holding Yelena's little hand while we were walking to my hacienda but my twist was that we weren't - I mean me... so that Clara's old friends who are now friends don't get close to me, I requested two body guards to follow Yelena and me and when I get close, those two body guards will immediately block me.

I saw Clara and Yelena looking at us earlier and it was obvious from their faces that they wanted to come closer but they just couldn't because of the body guards that were with us. We were just walking on my porch of the farmhouse since it was wide, I suddenly thought.

There is outdoor furniture here.

"Let's go here first, it's hot and tiring." Yelena and I are totally going round and round.

I helped Yelena to sit on the sofa and then I sat next to her. "Do you want something? Juice? Mirenda?" I asked him more but he shook his head one after the other and then he looked straight into my eyes, so I made eye to eye contact with him.

And do you know the only weird thing is that I can't see Kenzo in her, I can't even see Marga in her aura, her eyes just look like she's not Marga and Kenzo's child. He's like a different person, to be honest.

Before we went for a walk earlier we changed our clothes, well I should be the only one because I was only wearing PJ's and Yelena was asking what should I wear if I were to dress, I said I would dress. I was even surprised when he suddenly left my room, I thought I would be able to escape from his nastiness but this buttwit has already ordered -

"I'll make it quick! Please wait for me, I'll just change my clothes!"

"Hey -" Just before I finished what I was going to say, he left my room, I sighed and then went to my walk in closet to choose a dress to wear. Sigh. It's up to him if he doesn't come back soon, I won't leave him. She's not my responsibility, anyway.

When I was ready, when I opened the door of my room, Yelena was about to knock. I even looked at her whole body, she was wearing a baby pink sleeveless dress with a small blue color polka dots design that reached the length of the dress up to her legs. I just winced because we both wear the same maxi dress but mine is only white and my design is my baby pink lace on my shoulder because you can make her an off shoulder dress then her ribbon will be the strap of the dress or you can also make it a dress with sleeves that reach up to the height of your elbow.

My lace is also on my thigh part and then on my knee. It's not totally plain white because it has small flowers designed in the color periwrinkle lavender and my taffy pink.

We stopped in front of the sliding door where Yelena and I reflected.

"We look good. Playing dress up with you is not a bad idea after all." He told me more and then he grabbed the end of the dress he was wearing, and swayed it. I bit my bottom lip so he wouldn't notice that I was smiling.

"What do you think, Selena? We look good, right?" I also stared at Yelena and I's reflection. Am I going crazy? I think that Yelena and I look like mother and daughter now. I shook my head because my imagination was getting worse. Like I wish Yelena's Mommy was real and not Marga and to be honest, Yelena is such a beautiful name, Kenzo is great at thinking of names.

"I wish I had been your Mommy so that I could have been Kenzo's wife... and not him." I said out of the blue to myself as I stared at Yelena and I's reflection.

"Huh? Are you saying something Selena?" Yelena asked me in surprise while looking up at me. I shook my head one after the other.

"Nothing." And then I pulled him out of my sliding door. I brought him to a nearby sofa and helped him sit down. He even raised his leg on the sofa and when he stood up he came closer to me and then he touched the side of my face with his small hand, I don't know what was going on I just raised the other hand and then he grabbed me with his hand holding my face.

"Why are you so beautiful Selena? "Why are you so beautiful Selena? But you're rude and grumpy most of the time. Tell me, are you going through some time?" I don't know yet but I just smiled.