C99 Chapter 98

"I love the idea of marrying you but -" Until I couldn't hold it in anymore and started crying. I tiptoed and then I touched his cheek and then I smiled sadly.

"It's a good thing you're getting married tomorrow and at least I'm sure you won't do this to another woman. You will marry them but in the end you won't marry them. It's painful because you've only made me depend on you until now. You say you love me. , that I am the one you want to marry, you get my hopes up that we can still be two, but tomorrow you will present another woman at the altar. I don't know if it's just your drunkenness or if you're really sincere, I'm confused too. I don't know what to feel. So it's okay Kenzo, it's okay please!" I told him crying and then I pushed him away from me and I ran back to the kitchen and as if by magic I found the garlic I was looking for.

And the garlic I got from the kitchen last night is what I used to raise my body temperature to make it look like I have a fever. So, it was easy for me not to go to Kenzo and Marga's wedding ceremony because they believed that I was sick.

So now what can be good to do? Hmm, maybe sleep all day? You can, that's better. I just don't know if I can really fall asleep, what if I take sleeping pills? Anyway, whether my heart is beating fast or calmly, I can still feel the same emotion, it's so much pain. I've run out of ideas on how to handle this heartbreak, first of all I can't say anything because if I do, it's not good to hear that I'm heartbroken because of my brother. Sigh.

I also can't forget Kenzo and Marga that even if I cry blood here, it's useless! Kenzo made up his mind. He is marrying Marga. Period. Even though he told me he loved me last night, that doesn't mean a thing. It looks like everything he said to me was just his drunkenness.

End of flashback

You did it directly when running until I didn't notice that I had reached my falls.

I held the end of the long dress and then I walked until I got close to my river part. I even stared at the reflection when it was in my water. It's not just my eyes that are red from crying, but also both of my cheeks. Sigh.

I sat down on my lawn and then I lowered my feet to get wet. I can't hear anything other than the strong fall of water from the falls.

"What am I going to do with my life? Even with the child I fought." Sigh. In the first place, Yelena had nothing to do with what happened to Kenzo and Marga. And because of the frustration I feel, I mess up my hair and then I fall down and lay on my lawn.

I should make it up to her! I even said to myself. But how? I looked at the blue sky. The weather is very nice. And then I sat up again from my lying down because I suddenly thought of how to get back at Yelena.

That's why I quickly stood up to get out of my falls. When I got to the mansion, I was still panting so much that I had to stop when I was in front of the patio. I just noticed that the flowers were stuck to the end of my dress.

"Oh, Selena -" I looked to my side when I heard the voice of Clara's mother.

"I'm sorry..." And then he smiled at me and walked closer. I don't know what my reaction will be. To be honest, when I see Clara's Mom now, I can't remember anything else but the judgmental way she and Mom and Dad looked at us when we needed their help.

"I mean Miss Selena." He added that he was finally able to get close to me. And then he looked at me from head to toe.

"How fast time flies, it's been three years since we last saw you. How are you, daughter?" I bit my lower lip. I don't know how to treat him! It's good and before I could answer he said it again.

"We are now preparing for the arrival of the Lady and Gentleman tomorrow." I frowned, I didn't know that they would be next.

"Because there will be a feeding program for the children tomorrow, as well as free check ups on my diseases in our village." My mouth fell open at what he said.

I was not aware that apart from Mommy and Daddy being busy, they still have this function, those who help not only their workers but also those in our barangay.

So, it's my time to help and take care of other people, but when it comes to me, they can't give me even five minutes of their time. I simply clenched my fists at my side. It was better to be just Mom and Dad even though our lives were very difficult, They have a lot of time for me unlike now that I get everything I want but I still feel that I am still lacking.

"I hope you can come with me tomorrow so you can see Clara and Kia, because they will also be helping with the feeding program. I'm sure they missed you a lot and you're just now back here at the hacienda." I nodded and then I answered him with my cold voice.

"When I'm not busy, I'll try to go." And before he could answer I went ahead of him.

"Alright, I'm coming in." And then I went straight into the mansion until I got to my room. First if done, change clothes. I wore shorts and then a loose t-shirt and then I tied my high hair, because it was already hot.