C5 It Turned out That Everything Was Wrong

"It's me." My voice was choked with sobs, "Tianming, it's me, Nansheng."

When Qin Tianming saw me, he was not as happy as he had imagined. Instead, he staggered back to his rented house. "You, you have mistaken me for someone else."

He hurriedly closed the door.

Bang!

I was stunned on the spot. My tears suddenly stopped, and I only regained my senses after a long time.

How could I possibly admit my mistake?

He was Qin Tianming.

He also recognized me and called out my name.

I forcefully knocked on the door. "Tianming, open the door. I won't mistake you for someone else. I am Nansheng. What happened to you?"

Why aren't you willing to see me?

No matter how I shouted or knocked on the door, nothing happened inside. There was no movement at all.

Qin Tianming's reaction is like a basin of cold water, extinguishing all of my joy just now.

"Tianming, you are opening the door!" I powerlessly sat on the ground. The sky had already darkened. The pitch-black corridor reminded me of my days in the wine cellar. Fear seized the opportunity and I shrank at the corner of the door.

After an unknown period of time, my voice had already become hoarse. The door behind me suddenly opened again. I was like a pitiful abandoned cat. I curl up and look at him with red and swollen eyes. He asked slowly, "Qin Tianming, you said you wouldn't leave me behind. Why don't you want me too?"

Qin Tianming looked down at me from above. His eyes were so cold that they were no longer as gentle as before.

Even his voice was so cold.

"Go back, don't come back."

His hands were tightly gripping the door frame, as if he was suppressing something.

Tears streamed down my face as I looked at him. "Where do you want me to go? I don't have a home. You said before that wherever you are, my home will be there. Qin Tianming, do you really not want me anymore?"

He closed his eyes and stopped looking at me. "Go back where you like. Anyway, don't stay here."

His cold words pierced out all the grievances in my heart.

I suddenly stood up and tightly grabbed his arm. I sobbed silently. : "Qin Tianming, look at me. Look at me properly. Why did you become like this? Do you know how I survived this year? I... "

When he took off the mask on his face, revealing a face full of burns and scars, the entire world seemed to fall silent in an instant.

My eyes were filled with shock.

I have to admit, at first glance, I was frightened by those hideous scars.

Qin Tianming snorted coldly. "Scared? Do you also think it is ugly?"

I shook my head frantically, tears streaming down my face. At first glance, I was afraid, but at this moment, my heart ached.

"Was it left behind by that huge fire?" I choked and asked. : " I'm sorry, I'm sorry... "

The fire had destroyed Qin Tianming's face and throat.

His tone was still cold. "There's nothing to be sorry about. You can leave."

His coldness made me panic. I'm afraid.

He didn't ask me why I 'revived from the dead', why I appeared here, or where I went this year. It was as if he didn't care about me at all, just like how he treated a stranger.

"Tianming, don't chase me away. You're the only one left." I held his hand tightly and begged.

He coldly flung me away, as if he had changed into a different person. "Are you pitying me and sympathizing with me? Let me tell you, back then, I didn't charge into the fire to save you. I thought Nanqian was inside."

"Nanqian?"

He looked at me. His tone was light, but his words were as sharp as a knife.

He said, "Nansheng, I have always wanted to find a chance to tell you that the person I love is Nanqian. I am here to avoid Nanqian. I don't want her to see me like this. Do you understand?"

"No, no..." I don't believe that Qin Tianming would love Zhao Nanqian. "You lied to me, right? On the birthday, we..." They were together and there was a child.

Before he could finish his sentence, Qin Tianming's next sentence made me feel as if I had fallen into an ice cellar.

He said cruelly, "That night, I was always with Nanqian."

His words were like a bomb that exploded in my head with a bang.

I tried to find a trace of clues under his hideous scar. He must be lying to me. We were clearly together that night.

I locked his gaze, chased after him, until my entire heart fell into the abyss.

He didn't lie.

Bang!

The door was once again closed.

I suddenly remembered what Zhao Nanqian had said to me when she was imprisoned in the wine cellar. There was also that video of her and Qin Tianming together. I always thought that she had synthesized that video. She wanted to prove that Qin Tianming loved her and wanted to take away the only thing that I had.

But it turns out that she didn't lie to me. She was really with Qin Tianming.

The person Qin Tianming loved was really her.

In order to give Zhao Nanqian a better home, he chose to hide here.

But I was thinking too much.

Then what about the year of torture I suffered in the wine cellar?

Zhao Nanqian possesses the love of the entire Zhao family and the enviable title of Young Lady Li. Now, she tells me that even the person Qin Tianming loves is her.

What about me?

I have nothing.

I touched this face. It was clearly the same face, but there was a difference between heaven and earth.

What a pity.

I don't know how I got back to the pear garden.

The servants were already resting. The entire villa was pitch black.

My limbs were cold and my lips were also frozen purple. I fumbled my way into the bathroom and buried myself in the warm bathtub. However, I couldn't feel any warmth. There was only a bone-piercing coldness.

If Zhao Nanqian imprisoned me for a year and did everything to me to destroy the original Zhao Nansheng, then what Qin Tianming said just now made me completely doomed.

In that year in the wine cellar, I relied on the support of the child in my stomach. After enduring it, I thought that Qin Tianming was no longer there. The child was the last gift that Qin Tianming left for me. I had to give birth to the child. That was the continuation of his life.

After escaping from the wine cellar, I have been looking for the child. The child is the last pillar of support for me to live in this world.

But today I know how ridiculous my thoughts were back then.

That night wasn't him, and that child wasn't his either.

All of the negative emotions surged up, and I couldn't hold on any longer. I broke down into tears.

I drank quite a bit of Lih Shaojue's collection of foreign wine, and I was completely drunk.

When Lih Shaojue returned, I was only wrapped in a towel. I was lying on the ground like a madman with disheveled hair. I was still hugging the half-drunk foreign wine in my arms, and the floor was filled with empty bottles of wine.

My entire face was burning fiercely, and my stomach was aching.

Lih Shaojue's face was dark. He quickly walked over and snatched the wine bottle from my arms. He helped me up and scolded me angrily, "What new trick are you playing?"

Perhaps after drinking, I am not afraid of Lih Shaojue.

I burped and looked at him with blurry eyes. I grabbed his collar and looked at him. He was really pretty.

His eyebrows were similar to Qin Tianming's.

Qin Tianming, Qin Tianming...

When I thought of that person, I felt a sharp pain in my heart.

I snatched the bottle and gulped down a mouthful of wine, causing me to cough continuously. I started to get drunk. I cried and laughed. "I am a failure. Lih Shaojue, you are also a failure. The person I love doesn't love me, and the wife you marry doesn't love you either. Come to think of it, we are both destitute people. I think we should drink one. Come, cheers."

It was unknown if his eyes were playing tricks on him, but Lih Shaojue's expression seemed to have turned colder. There seemed to be a ball of fire in his eyes.

I smiled and reached out to touch his brows, comforting him. "Don't be sad, you are so beautiful and rich. If you want any woman, I will be different. I don't have anything, no one loves me, even he doesn't want me "

Lih Shaojue grabbed my hand. His face looked terrible. "Who is he?"