C119 I Lost
Even though he was used by Shi Xiu alone, he still couldn't let go of all the things he had done to him before. Presently, the only thing he could do was not hate him.
Hating a person was very tiring, really tiring, even more tiring than loving a person.
In the past twenty years, his hatred towards Shi Xiu alone made him unable to make friends. He had no time to be with his lover
