C19 Take the Initiative to Explain

The anxiety in her heart, the erosion of her bones and the erosion of her heart, the disappearance of her mother Zhao Qin all these years, he had not given up on looking for her even though she was nowhere to be found. He wanted to see her if she was alive. He wanted to see her corpse if she was dead. He did not believe that a living person could disappear from this world