C1448 Shameless

It's cold and boring, and we don't even talk about it. It was fine. It was fine to die of loneliness. He was free and at ease alone. He ate his fill and did not have to worry about anything. Wasn't he quite happy?

When he thought of this, he closed his eyes on the first day of the Lunar New Year. He was about to go to sleep when he heard a man's voice. "I don't feel anything