C2 So Difficult

Mi Si's eyes widened in shock. She actually saw Jing Bohao live with the other women on the live broadcast. She thought she would run away in panic, but she didn't. She just stood there with bitterness after the shock.

She wanted to cry but was unable to do so. On the contrary, she was a bit apathetic as she looked at all of this, and perhaps only she herself knew that under this calm surface was a heart that she deeply loved that was ruthlessly trampled, torn to shreds alive. Even though there were thousands of words stuck in her throat, she was unable to utter a single word.

Ever since Mi Nan had disappeared, Jing Bohao had kept changing women. He didn't love them, but he could sleep with them, even if it was due to physical needs. During the past few days of their marriage, regardless of his motives, he had never touched himself.

Even the look in her eyes was a kind of extravagant hope.

After a long time, the car stopped shaking and they stopped.

Jing Bohao walked out, tidied up his appearance, and lit a cigarette. There was no trace of satisfaction in his eyes, only happiness and indifference. It was like a deal between the two of them.

She wanted to trade, but he didn't give her any chance.

He pursed his lips and bitterness spread out.

"Hao, you made her hurt so much today."

The woman scolded and kissed Jing Bohao. Then, she stood up and tidied up her clothes.

When she received no response, the woman raised her head and noticed Jing Bohao looking towards another direction. She looked in the direction of his gaze and smiled.

She knew it was Jing Bohao's wife, so what? She raised her eyebrows and looked at Mi Si provocatively.

Mi Si's mind was jolted back to reality. She tried hard to stay calm in her heart. She wanted to run away as fast as she could, but in reality, she turned around at a leisurely pace and sped up her pace.

Back in her room, she quickly closed the door and broke down. It took her a few minutes to regain some control over her heart, which was about to jump out of her throat.

She knew that Jing Bohao didn't love her and had never loved her before. It was normal for him not to touch her, but he actually … He had openly brought everyone to this villa, not caring about how he felt at all.

Even though he knew that he saw it, he never thought it would end. Jing Bohao, how much do you hate me?

She hugged her knees as she curled up on the bed. She was at a loss as to which center she wanted to look at, but she didn't have a goal. Her mind was blank and she forced the water mist in front of her eyes back.

Suddenly, Jing Bohao appeared at the door.

His tall and broad body was as handsome as a warrior from Greek mythology. His features were sharp and distinct, as deep as the blade of a knife. His thin lips were straight, and an endless arc of coldness could be seen.

The arrogant silhouette was filled with chilliness. The pair of eyes that were as deep as a ravine and seemed to be filled with a biting cold light as it avoided the obsidian light.

His vicious, icy gaze fell on her. Mi Si did not have the courage to look away. She subconsciously hid a little under the blanket, or even a little behind him.

She shrank a little, but Jing Bohao was a step closer.

Just like that, with one step, Mi Si was forced back to the side of the bed. With just a little bit more, she would have fallen to the ground.

The first time she saw him at such a close distance, Mi Si was frightened by the anger and disgust in his eyes. She tried her best to pull back her head and stay as far away from him as possible.

Suddenly, he felt pain. He grabbed Mi Si's chin and locked his loathing gaze on her eyes.

"Jing Bohao …"

Mi Si said with a lack of confidence. Was Jing Bohao going to teach her a lesson because she appeared just now?

Jing Bohao did not say anything, but increased the force of his grip. Mi Si was pinched so hard that it hurt. She frowned in pain and Jing Bohao gave her a look of disgust and disdain.

This expression had provoked Mi Si. What kind of expression was this? What right did he have to be disdainful? Shouldn't he be the one feeling embarrassed and uncomfortable? Why was she the one being mocked instead?

"You … Let me go! " She looked away, annoyed.

She despised him! His breath drifted over to her through the wine bottle. She could clearly feel it. She couldn't breathe. She wasn't foolish enough to think that he wanted to have intimate relations with her. That scene just now was impossible to dispel.

Jing Bohao leaned in closer, his fingers brushed against her lips and squeezed. It was soft, smooth and surprisingly good to the touch.

Mi Si was annoyed. "Let go of me and stay away from me!"

He looked at her averted and angry eyes, and said sarcastically: "If you want me to stay away now, aren't you going to do everything possible to get married to me? "Who do you intend to show this move to now?"

His breath was so close to her, she could clearly feel it on his nose, the faint smell of nicotine and tobacco. She hated the smell of smoke, but she was not against the smell of tobacco.

But today, the smell of his tobacco smoke seemed to have burned her. She frowned and struggled: "Jing Bohao, what are you doing? Stay away from me, your body …" The last word, "dirty", was duly cut off in her throat. However, Jing Bohao completely understood what she meant. His handsome face was covered with a layer of dust.

"You have the nerve to turn your back on me? "In my heart, you are not even as good as the woman who made a mess with me. At least others can openly say that you want to climb into my bed. You are simply a whore trying to set up a memorial archway."

With a swoosh, a layer of white ash seemed to have covered Mi Si's face.

If she wanted to marry him, didn't that mean she wanted to be with him?

However, this didn't mean that she would be willing to do as she saw. From the beginning, whoever loved more would be at a disadvantage, let alone having a single love.

"Mi Si, I have really never seen a woman as shameless as you, who is so loathsome, don't forget that you're staying with Mi Nan's family, not only did you steal all of her fatherly love from her since young, you actually ignored all of her sisterhood for the sake of your position in Mi Family. From childhood to now, you're always plotting to make Uncle Mi scold her and think that she's vicious, causing her to not feel even the slightest bit of warmth.