C2 Chapter 1

"Kylie, will you stop crying?! You know you didn't mean it and besides, I don't know anything about it, it's just the four of us!" Selena yelled at me. We're here now in my room, I'm going to go to them and then I'll tell them what I did if it's Jiro's fault.

Remember last night, I kissed a guy that I just met and I don't know him and I don't even remember his face! Because I was so drunk, I only remember the kiss we had with that mystery guy. I feel so guilty because I cheated on Jiro.

Speaking of him, I was trying to call him this morning but he is not answering, it's been four days. Is it so much that I don't know that it's my fault that it has to take this long?

"We're even drunk last night and Troy just told me that he saw me twerking last night and he finds it so sexy, that's why I called him and cursed him." Mikan was holding her head while saying that. I wanted to tell him that I was last night I just found out that he's my wild side but I'm really not in the mood.

"I am not really that drunk last night but I can't really imagine that Ariana and I kissed!" Selena yelled in annoyance as she chewed bubble gum, I saw Ariana stare at her and continue texting. He is now back to his old self, not speaking anymore.

I bowed down because my tears started falling again, I really miss Jiro. "But even if he doesn't know he cheated I'm still with him. I'm really sorry about it." My phone rang and it was from Ariana.

'You really love him? Do you? Well, for me you didn't really cheat it was all just a mistake, just forget about it.' Mikan and Selena read it to me and they both nodded at A's text.

"Besides, if he didn't fight asana, we wouldn't have included you in the club and that wouldn't have happened, so Jiro is also at fault." Mikan said. "Yes of course K, nothing It's bad for us apart from the four of us, so don't worry about it, it's okay to cry and forget about it." Selena suggested.

"Jiro wants an honest relationship and I can't lie to him." They looked at me, my tears fell. "W-what if I tell him?" I asked them and his eyes widened.

"You're really out of your mind! When you tell him this for sure he will get angry and lose his temper say hello to each other, you might just get angrier because you kissed someone! And it might lead the both of you to.. break up." S don's voice weakened as he said.

"Are you even sure that he's being honest with you?" Ariana asked. Selena even joked that she had leveled up because she spoke and didn't text. Suddenly I asked myself, am I even sure?

I can't talk to him now because he doesn't want to talk to me. I don't even know what he's doing and where is he for the past four days. His friends have my number, but I'm too shy to ask them about Jiro, I don't want them to think that I didn't trust their friend, and even more, I don't want Jiro to think that I don't trust him.

I didn't answer Ariana's question and I just dialed Jiro's number but this time his line told me it was busy. Is he talking to someone else on his phone? I don't want to doubt! I don't want to think that he is someone else or something It's negative because I'll just cry about it.

Maybe it's just his mommy he's talking to on viber because she's in another country, that's right it's just his mommy! "Kylie are you okay?" I looked at my three friends who were also looking at me seriously but you could see in their faces that they were worried. I nodded.

"Girls, I think I need to loosen up. Maybe that's why Jiro doesn't answer my texts and calls because I am not giving him space. Maybe he needs space and not just him you can tell me that's why he's not texting or calling me. Maybe that's why it took four days for us to meet."

I wiped my tears that fell one after another. Even if I don't want to, even if I feel bad, I will do it because maybe this is what he needs.. space.

"Let's go back to Spade Club tonight?" I asked them and then I stood up from my bed. It needs to be fixed, I'll never know maybe later Jiro will miss me and because he misses me so much, he will come to my house.

"Are you sure?" Mikan asked worriedly, I nodded. "This is what I want.. for now. Maybe I also need some space, but after this night I'll go to Jiro's house and talk to him, I love him so much and I'll fix it. But for now I really need to loosen up."

I went to the glass wall of my room where I could clearly see my reflection, I smiled bitterly. "I looked like sh.it" And then I laughed softly, my hair was messy as if it had been passed by typhoon, my PJ's, tangled and my saliva is still on the side of my lips, my face feels sticky because of my tears. My dark circles are my eyes because of staying up late. I didn't want Jiro to see me like this, so I immediately went to the bathroom.

At exactly nine pm we arrived at the Spade Club, where Ariana's SUV was parked right where the man parked my red chevy. Suddenly, my heart beat faster because of what I remembered.

I can't help but ask myself if I can see him here tonight? Or was that the last night we met?

To be continued..