C446 It's a Mess

After returning to the courtyard, Lu Wei Wei and A Kuan sat down and told Elder Ye many things about Yi Bai. Elder Ye was also very happy. Although Yi Bai didn't remember them anymore, Elder Ye felt that as long as they were safe, it was better than nothing.

In the end, the group of people stayed in the courtyard to eat. In the end, they still didn't see Yi Bai, because Elder Xu had said that he wanted Yi Bai to rest more. If there were too many people, it wouldn't be good for Yi Bai now.

Fu Zi Yan boiled some porridge for Yi Bai. Under everyone's shocked gazes, he slowly carried the porridge upstairs.

"I said, I did not see wrongly, right? Is that Young Master Fu? That cold and arrogant man?" A Kuan patted Lu Wei Wei who was beside him and spoke in astonishment.

Lu Wei Wei was also very shocked. She only regained her senses after being patted by A Kuan. Su Rui, on the other hand, was not surprised. She had seen Fu Zi Yan and Yi Bai cook together before, and even cut potatoes.

Even though she was always disliked by Yi Bai.

After Fu Zi Yan went upstairs, he saw that Yi Bai had already woken up and was sitting on the bed in a daze. When he thought about the excitement downstairs, he felt guilty in his heart.

Because he was worried that Yi Bai would not be able to adapt to everyone, he tried his best not to let many of them come up to see Yi Bai. He let her slowly adapt to the environment first and then slowly adapt to everything around her.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Yi Bai moved his body. He turned his head and saw Fu Zi Yan coming in with something.

"I just woke up and didn't see you. I thought you had something to do and went out." Yi Bai looked at Fu Zi Yan and said happily.

Among these people, she was the only one who was the closest to Fu Zi Yan. Unconsciously, she began to rely on Fu Zi Yan. Even she didn't realize this herself.

"I have some matters to settle down next. I saw that you were still sleeping, so I didn't tell you." Fu Zi Yan looked at Yi Bai and smiled. He put the porridge aside.

"You have to let your stomach adapt to the food in these two days, so you can only drink the porridge for now. When your body gets better in a few days, I will cook something delicious for you. " Fu Zi Yan helped Yi Bai put the bowl into the bowl and explained to Yi Bai at the same time.

Yi Bai shook his head and said, "It's fine. I like it, and I also like to drink porridge..."

After saying this, Yi Bai was stunned. It seemed like he had said it casually, but at the same time, it seemed like he was thinking about it from the bottom of his heart.

Fu Zi Yan nodded and said, "You did really like eating porridge in the past. You also have a congee shop that you often go to. Business is very good, and there are no seats if you go late. I have also gone with you a few times."

When Yi Bai heard Fu Zi Yan's words, he recalled the past in his mind. Although he could not recall it, he could still come up with it himself.

"Then I was also a foodie in the past?" Yi Bai thought about the past. It must be very interesting.

Fu Zi Yan heard Yi Bai's words and found it funny. "Yes, you used to like to eat at roadside stalls. We were planning to go to Su Li the day we got the certificate, but you wanted to eat pig trotters at the snack street. Later, you went to the snack street, and then you caught a human trafficker to save a child. "

When Yi Bai heard Fu Zi Yan's words, his eyes widened in disbelief. So she had so many abilities...

She even began to worship herself in the past.

"Ahhhhhhhhhh!!! I can't even remember what you said. What kind of person was I in the past? I really want to remember it quickly." Yi Bai sat on the bed and hugged his head as he said helplessly.

When Fu Zi Yan heard Yi Bai's words, the hand that was holding the spoon unconsciously trembled.

"Little White, if I were to talk about your memories, many of your past memories are not good. Do you still want to remember them?" Fu Zi Yan looked at Yi Bai and asked after thinking for a while.

Those unpleasant memories included her childhood, the separation of life and death, and the painful torture she had experienced. These were not good memories. If she remembered them, would she still be as happy as she was now?

Fu Zi Yan didn't dare to guarantee it, nor could he guarantee it.

When Yi Bai heard Fu Zi Yan's words, the smile on his face faded a lot. He turned to look at Fu Zi Yan and asked seriously, "In your heart... you think I won't be happy if I don't remember what happened in the past, right?"

When he heard Yi Bai's words, Fu Zi Yan felt a little emotional. Even though he didn't remember it, his sharp senses were still there.

"I thought that there were some things that didn't need to be remembered. Perhaps forgetting is the best for you. We can start from scratch. The bad memories of the past are like shackles to you. You can't struggle free and abandon them. You can't forget them. It's better this way." Fu Zi Yan didn't deny it and answered Yi Bai directly.

When Yi Bai heard what Fu Zi Yan said, he was not shocked. She had already guessed this. From the moment Fu Zi Yan did not let her come into contact with people, she felt that perhaps Fu Zi Yan really did not want her to remember what happened in the past.

But she urgently wanted to remember the past. If a person forgot about the past twenty years, what was the meaning of living so empty?

"Fu Zi Yan, I'm not one or two years old, I'm an adult. A twenty-five year old adult. My life has been a blank for the rest of my life. Do you think I will be happy? My brain is as empty as an idiot. Do you think I am happy now? Whether it is pain, struggle, or happiness, these are all my memories. It is my choice to forget or keep them. I don't think I was a coward in the past. I wouldn't have lived until now if it was because of the pain in my life." Yi Bai raised his head and looked at Fu Zi Yan seriously. Every word he said was hammered into Fu Zi Yan's heart.

When Fu Zi Yan heard what Yi Bai said, he felt a little lost in his heart. When did he become so worried about personal gains and losses?

It was probably after Yi Bai was taken away by Mu Jue that he began to worry inexplicably. Although he felt sad that Yi Bai had lost his memory, he felt lucky.

Although he didn't remember them from the past, Yi Bai's life was now blank, and only his traces were left. Such thoughts and selfishness occupied his mind.

He did what he wanted to do, but he forgot to think about Yi Bai's thoughts.

"Little White... I..." Fu Zi Yan moved his mouth, wanting to explain.

"You don't have to say anything. I can guess what you think. But I want you to respect my choice. I want to go back to the past Yi Bai. Yi Bai had countless emotions, not the blank emptiness he had now. The Yi Bai that even the most important person in my life can forget. " Without waiting for Fu Zi Yan to finish, Yi Bai interrupted him.

These words were very decisive.

When Fu Zi Yan heard Yi Bai's words, he suddenly felt relieved. He smiled very easily and said, "It really is... I am really stupid... I'll talk to Elder Xu and ask him to speed up his research. He will remember it eventually. I hope you won't blame me for my selfish actions at that time. "