C3 In trouble

"See, Sam that guy is no good for you. He is a green snake under the green grace. You are way better off hi than you can ever think. Forget his position" Velvet spitted out.

She was angry and very angry.

I was surprised at what she said about the alpha. No one dares talk to the alpha that way. Moreover, the way she was talking it's so confusing. I don't understand why she would say such words.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"Sam John has never been faithful to you. He's always a cheat. Thank goodness you don't really flunct your relationship to him else you would have been a laughing stock......" Velvet said with animosity.

I was looking at her to get more understanding.

" Yes that's what saved her. Well at least now that the beta's sister is now his bethrothed, he would leave you be" Susan hissed.

Hearing this it was like the sword piercing into my already weak heart. This feeling was so painful that what the alpha will do to me.

"Can you repeat yourself?" I said with a shaky voice.

It was Velvet and Susan's turn to give me a confusing look.

"Is the beta's sister John's mate?" I ask when they decided not to answer me.

"No she's not. I'm so sure it was john that tricked her into becoming his bethrothed since she lost her mate at the battle" Susan replied.

I chuckled because it was so hard to cry more. It was like my mind was earased and I'm not sane anymore.

"John is bethrothed?" I chuckled.

The two looked at each other and then back at me.

"You don't know?" They chorused surprised.

I know they would be wondering that if I don't know why would I be crying. I'm not someone that easily shed tears so they would have thought I know.

Wow! My life is just a huge pile of mess. So John was already planning to leave me and he still told me to do that stupid video that got me into trouble?

"I'm so dead" I cried out not answering them.

I didn't want them to know the main reason for my tears. It was better that they don't know now untill the alpha made it known himself.

"Should have known that that was a very bad idea" my wolf said grudgingly.

It was so evident that my wolf is so angry. Not that she's always happy with me. That was my fault though but I don't seem to have a choice here. My wolf is a very stubborn shewolf. She really disagree with me for not showing her off. We are not in anyway in good terms. She wouldn't even speak to me. All she do is stay calm and watch everything I do and not make a comment. Even if I ask her what her opinion is, she would just snob me so I too do ignore her.

I know this news might be surprising because wolf are like another you in another form and we should do things together. This feud started between us when I shifted. I've always thought I was going to be a read glowing fur wolf because of my red hair. Mother has always told me that red shewolves are the most beautiful. They are rare but exist. I was anticipating for this not untill I shifted and I discovered that I was a blue wolf. A sea pure blue at that.

I wasn't happy because I've never heard or seen a blue wolf in the entirety of my present life. I've not even heard of it that it was in other wolf pack. I felt so odd. I didn't want anyone to call me an outcast or mock me for my color. I don't want silly questions about my wolf color so I hid it. I didn't even tell my parents about it because they weren't there when I shifted. I had to lie to them that I was all red and this made them happy. I didn't want them to be sad because of my color.

This action got Crystal so sad and angry. I wouldn't even shift because I'm afraid of been seen and ever since she shut me out. I know it's my fault but what would I do?

"So you decided to come out and mock me now" I said in my head.

I didn't need criticism from my so called wolf. Not even from anyone. All I need now is comfort but I don't think that will be possible. I sent my nude video to the might alpha. My parents will never be happy neither will they comfort me. I'll be severely scolded. My boyfriend who would have at least understand a bit, has betrayed me. I'm in so much mess at a time that my heart wants to explode.

"Mock you? The least thing I can do now is mock you. I'm afraid of death to girl" Crystal said pacing in my head.

I could sense fear in her voice but the way she was pacing was leaving me off.

"Can you let me have my peace!" I yelled at my wolf blocking her off.

I don't want her to add to my anxiety. I need strength not more pain.

"You don't have to take it out on us girl. We are just trying to be good friends here" Susan said.

Even though her voice wasn't very loud I knew she wasn't happy with the way I spoke. I didn't mean for them to here that. I was actually talking to Crystal but Susan's voice made me realised that I said that out.

"I wasn't talking to you" I said to her blankly and walked to my wardrobe.

Velvet and Susan didn't deserve how I was treating them. We might not be best of friends but they are good friends. They make sure we look out for each other even with my reluctant attitude.

They watch me put on my dress.

"You can leave. It's almost midnight" Velvet stopped me.

I didn't give her any expression. I then moved the other way round her so as to leave.

"Please Sam don't go" Susan pleaded.

I could sense fear and piting so much in her voice but my mind was too clouded to know or feel any emotions.

Jaylen

I was seated in my office with my beta Alvin sitting some pack work. I was so exhausted because I've been sitting six hours straight and this was one of the things I hate most. To be seated on one position but now I don't seem to have a choice.

It wasn't only the sitting that annoys me. This days everything annoys me and everyone. That was cause by jealousy. I was so jealous of my beta because he has a mate to return to. I don't why I became jealous of recent because Alvin found his mate for over a year now. I'm so frustrated. I'm a leader that needed a mate to talk to. To hold tight and calm my nerves. Of recent I don't like to see his mate because this reminds me of how mateless I am. I'm a do right but I can't help it.

Not that I don't have numerous ladies to satisfy my desires but none satisfies my heart. I'm a mighty alpha but without a Luna.

My phone beeped showing me signals that messages were flowing in. I was so tired to do all these.

"Alvin, I think it's Sally that sent me those messages. It should be the pictures of interiors for the pack house. Check to see if it's up to taste" I ordered.

Alvin was seriously tired of staying with me. He wants to go home. He's been whining all the while that he need to go home to his mate that she needed him. He didn't know that the more he talks about his mate, the more I want to keep him with me. I'm selfish right but I don't seem care.

Alvin took my phone and then the next minute I heard him exclaim.

"What?" I asked him not evening looking up from what I'm doing.

Alvin first cleared his throat. "Hmmm.... Hmmmm....." He seem not to find his voice.

This was unlike him do I looked up. " What?" I questioned with a slight frown.

He then handed me the phone. I looked at the phone and I saw something not so clear. It was a video so pressed the play button. I almost got a shock of my life. It was a naked girl pleasuring herself. My eyes grew bigger at the sight even if she was failing terrible at what she's doing.

"What the heck is this?" I asked as her voice filled the room.

Alvin paused the video.

I was beginning to get so angry even my wolf was very angry that he growled in my head.

"Can you calm down?" Alvin asked in a low voice.

He knew my anger is always like a tornado. No one would be able to stand it. I glared at him and he bowed in show of surrender.

What is getting me so vexed is that this is my private work line. Only two people possess it, which is Sally and Alvin. I didn't even give my parents this line because of how pestering they can be. I looked at the other messages and discovered that they were the interiors I told Sally to send me.

"Who could that be?" Alvin asked me.

"How am I supposed to know. But with this other pictures I think Sally sent her" I replied with a furious voice.

I might be desperate to find my mate but that doesn't mean I like ladies who doesn't have self-esteem. I hate cheap ladies the most. I don't like audacious females. I hate them with passion. The females I always have are those who cower at the sight of me. They let me do what ever they want when they are on my bed and they wouldn't act up when I send them out. I love it like that.

I could remember when I went to the human land to see if I could find a human mate, I don't like the way they behaved to me because I'm a mighty alpha. Well I wouldn't totally blame them because they don't know. I know even their most powerful can't stand the weakest of us all. We don't deal with the humans because they are so funny and wicked. A long time ago, they've capture a werewolf and turtored him their machines in the name of wanting to create more. Ever since we've done our best to stay away from them. Even if one stray to our kingdom, we make sure he or she never returns without revealing who we truely are.

I was really boiling at what my phone had. I felt like my phone has been defiled with an unholy thing.

"How dare Sally do such a thing! How could she give my private line to a slut!!" I roared.

This was Hort that took over for me in my alpha voice. So this made Alvin to bow. I was seriously angry. Well I have a bad temper and anytime I fly to rage even my alpha parents would cower. I've tried to calm this rage but it seems like I'm born this way. Most time I would have gone angry and hurt people before I know and this was really a pain in my ass. My mum and dad were so disturbed about this rage that they found me lot of physicians to help me out but it didn't even change a thing. It was one day I was on one of my visitation to the village that one old woman told me the solution to my rage is my mate. I could vividly remember how she told me.

"Alpha, the solution to your rage is your mate" she said bowed and left.

I didn't fully get her but I know she was talking about me finding my mate and that was when I became so desperate and now it's been over three years I haven't found her. There was a time I even gathered everyone in the pack to a feast just to find my mate but everything is to no avail. I already gave up on finding a mate but I was still angry about it.

Alvin didn't say anything. He just bowed waiting for my next action. I myself know I was overreacting but I couldn't help it.

"Get me Sally!" I ordered.

Alvin stood up immediately and walked out.