C126 The Most Bitter Quarrel
Zhao Yuhao was currently opening the door of the room for me, while a gentleman was standing at the side waiting for me to walk out. If I was in the media, then I probably wouldn't have let go of such an explosive scene.
When I was married to O'Jia Rui a few months ago, the media joked that we were in a relationship between Cinderella and the prince, and most people speculated that sooner or later O'Jia Rui would get tired of our relationship because of the difference in background between our families and mine. Once this photo was released, it would be a huge reversal in our relationship.
To be fair, this set of two hundred thousand photos was a very conservative asking price.
I, who was like a hedgehog just now, suddenly realized what had happened. My attitude became much gentler. "Sorry for causing you trouble. I'll be more careful when I go out. I'll try my best not to let the paparazzi catch photos again."
Seeing that I admitted my wrongs with such a good attitude, Ou Jia Rui's expression became less cold, "The problem is not here at all. Zhou Xinyao, since I have the courage to marry you, it means that I want you to become my wife, one of those that are perfectly justifiable. But recently, I've discovered that you've always forgotten your identity."
"Are you talking about Zhao Yuhao? We're just good friends, that's all. Isn't he also your good friend?" I don't think so.
"You're not a man, you won't understand. I know better than you what kind of intentions Zhao Yuhao has towards you; in the future, don't come in contact with him alone. Also, come to Ou Family to work, just like how we did before.
"Why should I?" "Because of your so-called desire to control and possess, you're going to arrange my life, my life, the kind of people I make friends with, where I work, are you going to care about all of that?"
Zhao Yuhao is definitely not as simple as you think he is. Although we were classmates in university before, and we've also known each other for many years, but frankly, we both know that each of us is not a good person. "" What kind of person are you? O'Jia Rui coaxed me patiently.
But after going through so many days of emotional fermentation and adding on to the many things that happened before, I had almost forgotten all the good things that Ou Jia Rui had done for me. I only remembered how he was arbitrary and domineering, and how he was always obsessed with Meng Shu Ju, so in the end, people were all selfish.
"You said it yourself. You and Zhao Yuhao are not good people. Then why can't I be friends with Zhao Yuhao when I can only contact you?" I did not notice that my present appearance was in fact quite capricious, and I had not been capricious for many years, for I had never been granted this right by anyone who was close to me in the past.
"Zhou Xinyao, what are you trying to say? I'm doing this for your own good. If you don't want to come to Ou Family to work, you can go. If you don't want to go back to B University, you can stop studying. If you want to go out and interview someone, you can go."
When a person is angry, whether the other person is speaking good or bad words will easily be misinterpreted, "Ou Jia Rui, it's enough, I've never understood the reason why I'm here. It's to satisfy your desire to take care of someone, or to express an apology for Ou Jingyi, in the end, if you think I'm not happy with you, I can leave at any time."
The two of us raised our voices higher and higher, and finally caught the attention of the servants of the Ou Family. Ever since I started living in the Ou Family, it was very rare for me to be angry, even if I was angry.
Several servants stood outside the door, anxious. No one dared to push the door open and say a word or two. They could only wait for the butler, Uncle Lin, to return.
Ou Jia Rui was so angry that she started laughing, "I just found out today that in your heart, you always treat me like this. Good, Zhou Xinyao, you did really well. You just threw my kindness onto the ground and trampled on it. This is my first time seeing a woman like you."
This is the first time I've seen a woman like me?
When I met something I wasn't happy about, I just let my temper tell me a few words that were full of anger, and got this evaluation from Ou Jia Rui. But why was it that even though Meng was vain, even though he had abandoned Ojai Rui and Ou Jingyi, he was still cherished by Ojaru Rui for so many years, and even a painting was worth collecting in the name of the Euclidean family?
I didn't want to say anything more. I only wanted to leave the Ou Family and walk past Ou Jia Rui to the door of the room. But Ou Jia Rui grabbed my arm. "Where are you going?"
It was obvious that the intense argument from before didn't make me feel like crying, but Ou Jia Rui merely pulled me a little, but my tears flowed down my face without any warning. "A person like me who doesn't know what's good for me, of course I hid far away. Don't let others see me and be unhappy."
"Hai." Ou Jia Rui sighed, "Do you have to be angry with me like that? I don't have any other requests, I know that although you didn't say it out loud before, but in my heart, you will definitely blame me for forcefully arranging your plans, and even strongly intervening in your life. I know all of this."
"You don't know why I'm angry." I straightened my neck. Actually, the reason why I was the most angry was because of Meng Shuzhen. Madame Ou's words, which I had forgotten before, had recently reminded me of my own awkward situation. I had only told her about my struggles and contradictions in a few words, and no one could understand my inner thoughts.
"No matter what, I won't force you to stay away from Zhao Yuhao. But at the very least, since I've given you useful advice before, can you carefully consider it? You weren't like this before, I feel like something isn't quite right with you these days. "
"Alright, I understand. Can I leave now?" I said, my face still wet with tears, but my expression as flat and impassive as it could be.
"Where are you planning to go?"
"I don't know." At this moment, I definitely wouldn't be able to go to Meishan. She didn't know how worried she would be when she saw how badly I was crying, but aside from her and Zhao Yuhao, I really didn't know who else I would be able to contact in this city.
"You're still not calm enough. We were arguing intensely just now, but a large part of it was due to our anger. Let's give ourselves some time and a chance. Let's talk about this after we calm down, shall we?"
I stood there without saying anything. My mind was filled with the painting that Meng Xiu had drawn, and it took me a long time to move my feet.
Uncle Lin received a call from a servant and hastily rushed back. He anxiously stood outside the door and paced back and forth. He was hesitating on whether he should knock on the door to check on the situation. I opened the door.
Seeing that my eyes were red, Uncle Lin quickly understood what had happened. He didn't mention the argument between me and Ou Jia Rui, nor did he ask why we were arguing, but he only chuckled and asked, "My lady, are there anything special you'd like to eat for dinner? I told the kitchen to make some soup for you. The weather is so cold, you have to drink a lot of soup."
Uncle Lin was about the same age as Madame Ou, and could be said to have watched Ou Jia Rui grow up. Although Madame Ou didn't like me very much, when she saw that Ou Jia Rui was so concerned about me, Uncle Lin and the servants in the Ou Family all treated me well.
"No need to trouble Uncle Lin, I still have to go out later. Don't prepare my dinner." I said softly.
Ou Jia Rui stood behind me and said to Uncle Lin: "Recently it has been too dry, Uncle Lin told Yao Yao to boil some lung moistening soup, and often prepare some sugar, pears, silver ears, bird's nest, etc. It's better for girls to eat these when the weather is cold." It was clear that Ojira would not let me leave next.
"Alright, I'll have them prepare it now." Uncle Lin agreed and left.
I sat for a long time in my room, on the edge of my bed, from the sun at noon to the dusk, to the stars and the moon quietly showing their faces and watching the scenery change outside my window, but I kept thinking about how to get away from it all.
Perhaps it's because I've suffered such a true injury from Lin Qian before, once I realize that I might suffer the same injury, I instinctively want to dodge.
"Madam, we've finished eating. Please rest after that." The maid knocked on the door and called to me. It was getting dark and I didn't go to turn on the light. Everyone thought I was sleeping in my room.
"He's coming." I opened my mouth to answer, but my throat was really hoarse.
Walking down the stairs, I found that, at some point in time, Ou Jia Rui had already left. On such a large dining table, there was only my dinner.
Even after dinner, after taking a bath and getting ready to go to bed, Ou Jia Rui did not show up again.
Maybe he wouldn't be back tonight.
He just didn't know where he would be and what he was thinking. I couldn't control myself from thinking about those things. I imagined who the person Ojira was thinking about right now.
This kind of self almost drove me crazy.
He was obviously very tired, but it was difficult for him to fall asleep. He could only open his eyes wide and look at the moon outside the window, just like on those sleepless nights. It was too quiet around him, and even the ticking of the clock could be heard clearly.
When the door was pushed open, I was still wide awake in the darkness, but I reflexively closed my eyes to pretend I was asleep. I couldn't remember how many hours I had been in this state.