C89 Confused Thoughts

Ou Jia Rui didn't look like a strong and robust man, but when I was carried on his back, I felt that this person's shoulders were so broad that it gave me a sense of security.

"Your hand can rest on my neck. If you were just holding my clothes, would you normally not eat? Why are you so light?" With ease, Ochira picked me up and headed for the nearby hotel.

There was no one by the sea now, only the cool and gentle evening breeze blowing on our faces. In the distance, there were the twinkling lights of the stars and the sky, everything was quiet and beautiful. At this moment, I had forgotten everything that Madame Ou had said and the boundaries between us …

Ou Jia Rui's steps were very stable, but she would still shake a little bit while lying on someone else's back. The frequency and intensity of this sway was just right, allowing me to peacefully fall asleep on top of her. A strand of hair unconsciously slipped from his ear and fell onto Ou Jia Rui's shoulder. The current atmosphere was too gentle and intimate.

Because I was asleep, I didn't hear what Ou Jia Rui had said: "Zhou Xinyao, sometimes I really don't know what to do with you." Back then, I only knew that I had all sorts of helplessness when I was with Ou Jia Rui. However, I still couldn't understand what kind of conflict and conflict Ou Jia Rui faced in order to keep me by her side.

"He fell asleep so easily? "Aren't you afraid that I'm a bad person?" It was only when I reached the hotel room that I was awakened by these words. His tone and eyes were so gentle that I couldn't help but blush.

"The room card is in your bag, I can't take it. Otherwise, I won't wake you up." O'Jia Rui explained.

With a blush on my face, I opened the door to my room and went into a different bathroom to bathe with Ou Jia Rui. I changed into my pajamas and walked out, but Ou Jia Rui had already taken the initiative to clean herself up. She was wearing a loose nightgown as she sat on the bar of the presidential suite and picked up bottles of red wine to choose the brand and year.

He didn't close the top part of his bathrobe, revealing his neck and collarbone, as well as a small piece of skin. It's not like I've never seen this Ou Jia Rui before, and he doesn't have any places to get over.

How could I possibly be enchanted by the "beauty" of Ou Jia Rui? Even though I thought that, my eyes couldn't help but stare at the exposed collarbone and the obvious neck line of Ou Jia Rui's Adam's apple a few more times.

Ou Jia Rui was neither the pale and delicate type of man, nor was her skin color bronze. Instead, her skin color was just right white. She would not appear weak, but she would also not be overly valiant.

Whether it was my Adam's apple or collarbone, they were both extremely sexy. I felt that I needed to wake up a bit, or else I would soon drown in the gentle attacks and allure of O'Jia Rui's beauty.

Ojira thought that I was just stunned, but I didn't know that my mind was already in turmoil. Sometimes, I don't know what I'm thinking. When Ojaru shows his desire for control and possessiveness, I want to run away because of the bondage, but when Ojaru shows her gentle care for me, I still want to run away.

I thought about it for a long time and felt that the most likely reason was that I was afraid that I wasn't worthy of this kind of tender care. I was more and more afraid that once I got used to this kind of care and care, there would be a day when the gentleness would be gone and I would no longer be able to adapt.

"What are you doing there? Would you like some red wine? I took a look and saw that one of them is pretty good. Ochira interrupted my thoughts.

"Oh, okay, but I don't really understand this. I have a poor alcohol tolerance. In the past, the boss only let me run errands, but he never looked for me for things like socializing with clients. He was afraid that I would cause more trouble." I watched as O'Ciaran poured a little red wine into my glass before calming down.

I leaned on the recliner with my glass in my hand and looked out the window at the little fishing fires by the sea. The taste of red wine was spreading in my mouth, sweet and mellow.

"Do you know? "Actually, I feel that if you have to use something as a metaphor for a person, I think the most suitable thing would be red wine." O'Jarry sat down on the chaise longue next to me and pretended to be ready for a long talk.

I turned to look at him. "Are you talking about men or women?"

Men and women are all the same. Different grapes are made from different places, different brewing methods, and even different years of wine collection, the tastes are all different. Many red wines can only be tasted after they have been tasted. Ou Jia Rui said.

In fact, I understood the meaning behind Ou Jia Rui's words. He was telling me that even if our origins and experiences were different, which determined the difference in our identities, people still had to slowly get along before they would understand whether it was appropriate or not. It was as if a lot of red wine only liked the taste after carefully tasting it.

I suddenly thought of something and said, "But red wine has its differences between good and bad. The older they are, the more expensive they are. I just don't know if there are any differences between the first come first serve." Although I acted as if I didn't care about anything, but in reality, the words that Madame Ou and Madame Ou said to me never disappeared from my heart. They had always been affecting me.

Ou Jia Rui clearly understood the meaning behind my words. She thought for a moment and said, "I don't have any."

For a moment, we were each lost in our own thoughts. None of us spoke. It was only when the phone rang that we knew how to break the silence.

I thought it was Xuan Zi calling Ou Jia Rui to decide about the company's matters, so I stood up and prepared to find a room to sleep in so that it wouldn't affect Ou Jia Rui's work. Ou Jia Rui mouthed to me, "It's Zhao Yuhao, you don't have to leave," and I sat back down in my chair.

"Hey, we are traveling outside. Mhm, tomorrow we will definitely send Yao Yao back to class. What happened? When did this happen? Okay, I'll go take a look now." Ou Jia Rui hung up the phone with a grim expression. I thought that the Ou family had a problem. Just as I wanted to ask if I could help, Ou Jia Rui spoke first.

"Yaoyao, have you ever offended anyone in school?"

This question confused me. "No, don't talk about offending others. I don't even know that many people in school. Other than Zhao Yuhao, I haven't said much to anyone else. What's wrong?"

I walked up to the computer and quickly turned on the computer. I logged on to B University's Intranet, which included the Tieba, blogs, and the school's push posts, and was overwhelmed by a single message. I walked up to it and started browsing along with O'Jia Rui, and as soon as I saw the title, I began to understand why O'Jia Rui had asked me if I had offended anyone at school.

At the very center of the page, a title that had increased in size was especially eye-catching: "Is there really a person in the College of Arts? Pure female university student, between outstanding alumnus senior Zhao Yuhao and the mysterious man". Through that thread, I also found out that Zhao Yuhao was so popular in B University.

The post was uploaded by an anonymous publisher. One could tell that he had wasted a lot of effort just to slander me. There were quite a few photos accompanying the post. Some of the photos of me being pestered by Lin Qian at the school gate and then having dinner with Zhao Yuhao, some of me returning to my apartment with Ou Jia Rui, and some of the photos of the three of us returning together yesterday.

Thankfully, the image in the photo showed either a back figure or a face that was too blurry to see clearly, so it didn't cause any major problems.

B University is indeed worthy of being a famous university in the country. Students are even this good at creating rumors. If it wasn't for the fact that they're involved, I would have believed it. The words in the post were extremely provocative, arousing the anger of quite a few of Zhao Yuhao's chicks.

I also know from the post that Zhao Yuhao's bachelor's degree and master's degree are both in B University and are well-known outstanding alumni. After doing business for a few years, he returned to B University to study for his doctorate. Because of his handsome appearance, outstanding family background and extraordinary ability, he has been infatuated and adored by many B University female students.

"Earlier, Zhao Yuhao didn't return to school very often, but he still came frequently recently, and every time he came, he would be with you. After a long time, those people began to dislike you, so I'll find someone to delete these posts first."

I nodded without saying anything. After just over an hour since the post was posted, the viewership ratings had already exceeded 20,000. Currently, university students were really quite bored. At the same time, I was deeply moved by Zhao Yuhao's popularity.

Ou Jia Rui went to the side and made a few phone calls. About half an hour later, the thread was deleted. However, the bad effects of the incident had already been created.

Ou Jia Rui worriedly said to me, "How about I help you take a few days off, and don't go to school tomorrow. It's the same if you study at home. B University is only going to have half a month of vacation anyway."

I pretended to be indifferent. "It's fine. I don't really care what those people say. I went to B University just to study." Actually, I was already furious inside, but I just wanted to know who did all of this after I stayed at school. I now understand even more clearly that there are many times when even if you hide or retreat, you definitely won't be able to stop those people who target you.

Thus, I chose not to hide under the protection of the umbrella created by Ou Jia Rui.

Even though it was clearly Ou Jia Rui who had proposed to me, but Madam Ou must have thought that I was trying to curry favor with Ou Jia Rui's wealth; it was also the same situation this time around. Even though I was only friends with Zhao Yuhao, I was attacked for no reason by a group of people I had never met on the internet. No matter what, I will never be able to bear this grievance.