C4 Chapter 4

My simple day seemed to be special. The simple color of the surroundings is even more beautiful to my eyes.It's nice that I'm awake. Even in my dream I was with Damon, my loves.

"You woke up early huh." Mom commented to me as she put the omelet and cheese hotdog on the table.

I smiled and bit my lip.

"Of course..Every day."

"You're on your legal age, maybe you already have a boyfriend. Please tell--"

"Ma.." I cut her. "I don't have a boyfriend. I don't think about that yet.” I said and took milk from the refrigerator and poured it into the glass.

"All right, you said so."

When our breakfast was over, I took a taxi to school.

As I got closer and closer to School, my heart beat faster.

I brought two boxes of cookies again. I did it last night while mom was asleep.

I hope Damon doesn't get bored of it. I want to know what else he wants. Like foods he like I can cook for him.

I'm so happy. I think this is one of my happy days. Even last night I could still feel the touch of Damon's lips on me.

For sure, Ruru will be surprised at what I going to say!

"Ru!" I called Ru who was busy with her cellphone sitting next to me.

I put the bag on my chair and faced her. I also adjusted my skirt so as not to be overlooked.She glanced at me.

"I guess you're having fun making that huh?" she glanced at the box of cookies in my armchair.She rolled her eyes. "Cookies again? Seriously Zand? Are you charmed by Damon ?!" Ruru growled at me.

I immediately nodded. "I have something to say." I smiled.

"What?" She said while drinking her mineral water.

"Damon kissed me." I whispered on her so others wouldn't hear.

But she couldn't hear because of the noise of our classmate. Her forehead furrowed.

"What? I haven't heard."

I came closer and whispered to her.

"Damon kissed me, yesterday--"

What I said was cut short when she spilled the water she drank.

What?

"Damon kissed you ?!" She cried out in panic of recovering.

Holy Cow ! Please wind blow me now in shame.

I closed my eyes tightly as everyone stopped what they were doing and saying. They heard it!

"Fuck! Sorry." Ruru signed peace with me. I just stared at her.

Why is she even screaming?She’s so exagge! I immediately heard various whispers.

"She’s really a flirt. In your dream. Poor girl."

"She looks like a fool to catch up with Damon."

"Did Damon kiss her? Damon not content with just a kiss. He’s a fuckboy."

My cheeks warmed at the last I heard my classmate say.

"Let's talk later." Said Ruru, when our professor arrived.

Our teacher announced that a Wet Party would be held .They all screamed.

"So you should be able to pass your chart. No chart , No party!"

They shouted again.

"You can wear anything that can make you comfortable. But let me remind you students.Girls not allowed to wear bikinis? It's a Big No!"

That's embarrassing.

They said there was a band there. It is said that it will be held at the Court. While dancing, you can play bubbles or water. I can't explain as long as it's wet.

"Gosh, Zands. Really? He Kissed you? '" Ruru asked as we hung out at cafe after the dismissal.

I nodded.

"Yes"

"Fuck! Damon is your first kiss!"

"Exactly." I looked at my wristwatch."I need to go to the locker . Damon might be there." I said goodbye and stood up.

I carried two boxes.

Ruru just stared. "Come on, if that's what makes you happy."

After she said that I just left. She was right, this is my happiness.

When I arrived at the locker room, I cannot explain the beat of my heart. Someone passed by wearing a jersey , so I went there. Maybe they are practicing? I want to watch.

I first went through the cafeteria to buy Gatorade to give to him.

Although I couldn't get close enough to the auditorium , I could hear the ball falling to the floor and the footsteps of shoes on the floor. Some are also laughing.

I was close to the gate and before I able to sit on the bleachers, I had already heard something. But I didn't see their faces, I can only hear voices.

"You kissed her dude? Maybe hope so!"

I stopped stepping on the third rung of the stairs to the bleachers.

I heard a chuckled.

"I didn't say she will expect more." A cold voice came from Damon that almost chilled my whole body.

What?

The others laughed.

"Damn, bro! That's nice! She’s Very fresh! Obviously still a virgin." Said one.

I could almost hold my breath so they just couldn’t hear me.

"She's still young and I don't like her." He heaved and sigh. "It's up to her if she gives it meaning. It's just a kiss."

Huh? Just a kiss? It's my fucking first kiss and that's what he will say?

My tears flowed. I used to be very happy but now it has disappeared like a bubble.

The two boxes of cookies I was carrying dropped on the floor because my system was weak.

I run away.

How long will I be hurt? I know you love someone else. It's my fault because I love him, I'm still forcing myself to him.