C10 Visitation of Mental Hospital

"West of the city, Charity Psychiatric Hospital." Shen Qi told the taxi driver where she was going and saw that the taxi driver looked at her in astonishment. Even so, Shen Qi had only averted her gaze and looked out the window. She had never thought that she would ever go back to that place again.

If she had a choice, she really wouldn't go back to that place. When she made her decision five years ago, she had already made up her mind that she would never see her again. All these years, although she sometimes thought about it, why not try to forgive her? But in the end, she still didn't defeat her inner demon. It had been five years since then, neither too long nor too short. Even Shen Yier was already four years old, but she still couldn't face that unbearable past.

Back then, she was the one who personally sent that person in. Now, she still had to visit that person. This kind of complicated feeling might have been something that no one would understand without her experience. For so many years she had felt a surge of fear and despair whenever night fell, and although she had tried to make up for the harm that had been done to her by the man with her work and other emotions, she had found it futile.

That person's influence on her was too great. The shadows and nightmares of her childhood had always been following her. Just thinking of that person would make her feel an inexplicable chill, followed by deep pain and the darkness hidden in her memory. The small space and the darkness were memories of her childhood that she would never be able to forget. Even now, when she was alone in the darkness and in the small space, she still couldn't stop herself from trembling.

If that person saw him again, would he still look at him with hatred, would he still hate him? Filled with apprehension, regret, pain, and guilt, Shen Qi stepped through the door of the Charity Psychiatric Hospital.

The nurse who was leading the way didn't look too happy, but she still wore a sincere smile on her face. The door and windows of the ward had been nailed shut, making it look like a prison. There were a few patients sitting in the corridor, some talking to themselves, some running around like children in kindergarten, some staring at you warily, some banging their heads against the wall.

Looking at such a situation, Shen Qi felt a pang in her heart. She had actually left her alone in this place for five years … Shen Qi did not dare to delay and caught up with the nurse. The two of them stopped in front of a sickroom. This is it. Since she always attacks other patients when she's emotionally unstable, we have to leave her alone in a ward.

She just scratched the face of a patient, so. "You'd better not say anything to provoke her. If you need anything, just ring the bell by the door." The nurse said as she opened the door. She couldn't say any words of sadness, joy, or warning Shen Qi. "I know, I'll call you if anything happens." Taking a deep breath, Shen Qi pushed open the door with her trembling hands.

In the room, the curtains were drawn, obscuring the appearance of the person sitting beside the bed. One could only see that the person's disheveled hair covered his entire face, and even when she entered, there was no reaction. Shen Qi suddenly found it hard to breathe. The door behind her had been re-locked by the nurse, and the two of them were the only ones left in the quiet room. Gazing silently at the back of the person sitting on the bed, Shen Qi discovered that she was still uncontrollably scared, just like when she was young and saw her every time she came home.

Looking at his back now, it seemed like it couldn't be overlapped with the back he had been when he was young. Shen Qi noticed that she seemed to be mumbling something. She was wearing a blue striped hospital gown and messy hair. In all these years, she had thought about it more than once. If she saw this person again, how would she deal with him? Hatred? Or was it cursing?

"Now that I have actually seen her, I don't know how to respond." Shen Qi slowly approached the bed with a probing look. Her fingers were trembling a little as if she wanted to comb that person's hair. "Who are you?!" With a cry of surprise, the person next to the bed suddenly lifted their head to avoid Shen Qi's hand, and a fierce gaze shot towards her from the gaps in their messy hair.

"What?" Shen Qi was shocked. Although her face couldn't be seen clearly, her thin chin and stooped body still deeply shocked her. What do you want? " Before he could receive an answer, the person in front of him let out another shrill roar. His entire body was filled with hostility, as if he was a lioness that was about to attack.

Shen Qi's heart ached when she saw Qin Lie's guarded gaze and actions, as though she had seen a stranger. She actually didn't recognize Qin Lie? Shen Qi thought about the many times they would be reunited, but she didn't expect that she wouldn't recognize her. At this moment, Shen Qi's heart once again ached.

Why did she choose to forget her even when she was sick? Did she really hate him that much? Shen Qi opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but her voice seemed hoarse when she clearly heard it.