C372 Zixiao I'm Not Happy!

Qian Zixiao opened his eyes and stood up. He looked out the window at the calm sea surface and said while suppressing the restlessness and uneasiness in the depths of his heart.

"Xiaoxue, it's not good to stay away from those dirty and chaotic worlds with me, he said. Why do you have to think about leaving? I have planted peach blossoms around here a long time ago. When the spring flowers bloom and fill the yard next year, you will deeply fall in love with this place. This is a paradise that I have created for you! For you alone!"

" No one is right. What's the point of having a beautiful scenery? No matter how beautiful you decorate this place, I will not fall in love with this place. Zixiao, do you understand what it feels like to love someone? That is not blindly possessive! I just want to have a home that belongs to me and Shucheng, where is he? Where is good? I have already given my heart away. It's not something that I can take back whenever I want. Besides, I didn't think of taking it back! "

Qian Zixiao averted his gaze. There was an unconcealable pain in his eyes. He clenched his fists and said, "Is it because of Mu Shucheng that you refuse to accept my love for you?"

Luo Xue smiled coldly and shook her head helplessly. "Zixiao, how many times do you want me to say it before you can believe it? It is really impossible for us! Even without him, between you and me... we will never be able to return to the past!"

"Why? If it wasn't for him, we could have started all over again. You said that if I can't see, you can be my eyes. If I can't hear you, then you can be my ears. I can't speak, so you have been communicating with me in the Blind Language... You said that you will never despise me for the rest of your life... Snow... You promised me..."

Qian Zixiao's emotions suddenly became agitated. He walked to Luo Xue's side and grabbed her shoulders with both hands. His eyes were red.

Luo Xue bit her lips tightly and looked at him. Her eyes were filled with sadness.

"You are a man. You have a wife and will be a father soon. You must put your heart on your family business and not on me! You lock me up here, and I believe you will not harm me. I also believe that you are doing this for my own good, I believe everything you say! The fate of the past has allowed us to get to know each other. We have also helped each other through the most difficult part. This kind of relationship that has been accumulated over a long period of time... I don't want to casually destroy it."

" The heavens once gave us the best way to test our relationship. None of us can withstand the test. Love is gone. Family is still there. The two of us know each other. It's not just for love. You are still you, and I am still me. If you so casually trample on my favorable impression of you, I fear that this is the path of familial love left for us. It will also be cut off! Because you don't understand me, you can't see through my feelings towards Shucheng either. Zixiao, I love him!"

Qian Zixiao's body trembled violently, and his legs went soft. He used all his strength to clench his fists. His hard nails dug deep into his soft palms, as if they were going to pierce through his skin.

She said she loved him!

She actually said she loved him!

No one could understand the feelings in his heart at this moment. The woman in his heart told him that she had fallen in love with another man!

She had said it too seriously, making him afraid.

He could have thought that she was trying to provoke him, but when he saw her serious and clear eyes, he let go.

He didn't know how much time had passed before he regained his calm. He turned around and walked out.

Luo Xue sat on the wooden stool and bit her lips tightly.

Every word she said to Qian Zixiao was from the bottom of her heart. She believed that Qian Zixiao would not harm her. But she had a premonition. To be precise, it was not a premonition. It should be the truth... Some people wanted to use her to threaten Mu Shucheng, but Qian Zixiao... He's also involved.

Every minute and every second she was here, she was filled with endless fear. She was afraid that those people who did harm to Mu Shucheng would succeed. She was afraid that Mu Shucheng would lose his sense of propriety because of her.

Luo Xue could not sit still anymore. No matter what reason Qian Zixiao found to convince her, she had to think of a way to leave this place.

Thinking about it, she bit her lips tightly and stood up with a swoosh. She quickly ran out the door.

"Creak."

"Crack..."

Just as he opened the door, he bumped into Qian Zixiao, who had just entered the room.

Qian Zixiao did not expect Luo Xue to go out at this time. She held the warm water in her hand and spilled it all out. The glass shattered on the floor.

"Are you alright?" He held Luo Xue's hand and asked caringly.

"Zixiao, I really can't stay here. Let me go!" Her voice was low and her eyes were moist.

Qian Zixiao did not say anything. He just took her hand and quickly walked into the room. He took out gauze to bandage her wound.

The glass shattered just now and cut her finger.

The wound wasn't very deep, and there wasn't much blood flowing out. However, Qian Zixiao appeared to be very nervous. He frowned and raised the word Chuan between his eyebrows.

It was unknown whether he was feeling heartache for the wound on Luo Xue's hand or because of her words that burned his heart.

He thought that even if Luo Xue really did not love him at this moment, he would still be able to keep her here for a few days. He did not expect that in just three days, she was already close to going crazy. Looking at her messy hair and haggard face, he could not bear it. If this continued, she would go crazy!

"I'll take you out for a walk tonight." After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked out.

Luo Xue stared at his back for a few seconds and was immediately overjoyed. She thought that if he took her out for a walk, it would mean that she was free...

Qian Zixiao held a cigarette in his hand and leaned against the kitchen door frame. The afternoon sun slowly set and his shadow was long and slender.

Hot water was boiling in the kitchen, making squeaking sounds.

He did not smoke before, and Dr. Qiao had also warned him. His body was not suitable for smoking, but he did not know when it had started. He had been obsessed with it, and the more lonely and restless he was, the more he was. It was as if it was the only thing that could understand his loneliness.

He smoked a cigarette and threw the cigarette butt on the ground. He used the dark brown Martin Boots on his feet to crush it.

He unconsciously took out another cigarette. Just as he took a puff, he heard the sound of water vapor opening the bottle.

Frowning, he threw the cigarette on the ground and lifted his foot to crush it. Then, he walked into the kitchen.

He turned off the fire, rolled up his sleeves to his arm, and carefully poured out a cup. Then, he took out another cup and stood at the door. He poured it back and forth so that the water inside would cool down faster.

The boiling hot water splashed onto the back of his hand, and red marks instantly appeared on his fair skin. He frowned, but did not stop what he was doing.

After pouring it back and forth for a few minutes, he tasted it. The water temperature was just right.

He held the cup and walked out of the kitchen. As soon as one of his feet stepped out, he saw the cigarette butt that he had crushed on the ground and suddenly stopped in his tracks.

Frowning, he froze for a moment. Finally, he turned around and returned to the kitchen. He placed the cup on the kitchen table and took out the medicine bottle from his pocket.