C174 Kiss

Su Yunwan nodded and her hand was suddenly grabbed by Xiang Yanqing. A trace of emotion appeared on his calm face.

"Because of what?"

"What is it?"

Su Yunwan was confused and did not know what Xiang Yanqing meant.

"Why are you here with me? You can leave."

The corner of Xiang Yanqing's mouth seemed to have a trace of ridicule.

Su Yunwan immediately denied when she heard that, "How can I abandon you? You almost lost your life because of me, how can I be so heartless!"

When Xiang Yanqing heard this, the slight change in his expression disappeared from his perfect face.

"So that's how it is. Is it only because I saved you? It seems like I have overthought everything."

There was too much sadness and helplessness in the pleasant voice. It made people unable to bear to say those words of rejection.

"It's not like that."

Su Yunwan shook her head.

But the explanation was like choking in her throat and she could not say it clearly no matter how hard she tried.

Xiang Yanqing's face was still as pale as a sheet of white paper.

There was a small smile on his face, but it was filled with ridicule and helplessness.

After a while, Xiang Yanqing seemed to sigh and said, "You can go back! Don't you have work to do today? I can rest here for a while. You don't have to worry about me. "

Even though it was such an ordinary sentence, it could still make people's hearts tighten. No matter what, they couldn't let go of the guilt and indescribable feelings that had been accumulated in their hearts.

"Xiang Yanqing, I can stay."

Su Yunwan frowned and said with a firm tone.

However, Xiang Yanqing did not seem to hear anything. His eyes fell on an unknown place. He was in a trance and seemed to be in a trance. He was wearing the white hospital uniform and looked even more indifferent.

It made people unable to understand the true feelings in his heart.

"You can leave now."

Xiang Yanqing coughed lightly.

In the end, he still turned his head away, as if he did not want to see Su Yunwan.

Su Yunwan's heart ached.

Did she hurt Xiang Yanqing too deeply? Otherwise, why would a man who was always calm and collected reveal such a sad expression...

She hesitated in her steps, not knowing whether she should leave or stay. Her heart kept urging her to leave. What could she give Xiang Yanqing? An incomplete heart, an incomplete body?

Such a perfect man should be worthy of a better woman to be matched with, not a woman who had been ground to the point where she no longer had her original persistence.

But no matter how she moved her feet, she was unable to move. Her consciousness could no longer control her body, or did she not want to leave at all?

"It's still not too late for you to leave now. Don't do anything that makes you regret it."

Xiang Yanqing did not hear the footsteps that he expected to leave. He was a little surprised in his heart, but his face seemed to relax a little. However, his pale hand was still holding tightly, and his veins were visible.

"Why must I leave? I can choose to stay, can't I? Why must you push me out? "

Su Yunwan muttered.

She did not know if she was talking to herself or answering Xiang Yanqing's words.

Her footsteps gradually moved towards Xiang Yanqing's sickbed and her gaze fell on the figure who refused to turn back. That thin body of hers was filled with endless suffocating loneliness.

This man in front of her had a lot of light. Many people could not rival him, but who could understand the loneliness behind this light?

Su Yunwan tightly hugged that lonely and thin body. Although her body was also cold, she tried her best to give Xiang Yanqing some warmth.

Xiang Yanqing's body could not help but tremble.

But he still did not turn his head. He was afraid that if he turned his head back, everything would become a dream. This was so unreal, a scene that only existed in a dream.

"What are you doing? Compassion me?"

Xiang Yanqing sneered. His eyes were filled with loneliness. Fortunately, his back was facing Su Yunwan, so she could not see his expression clearly.

He did not want Su Yunwan to see his embarrassing state. He did not want Su Yunwan to see him at all. He hoped that the Xiang Yanqing in her eyes was perfect and indestructible.

"Do you need my sympathy?"

Since when did the always calm and collected Xiang Yanqing, who she knew, become so unconfident?

If this was not love, then what else could it be?

"No need. What I need the least is your sympathy and your touching. I just want your heart."

It was a voice that sounded like a sigh. It was very deep, as if it would disappear into thin air in the next moment.

"But touching will also become love, right? Isn't it also very good to give birth to love from touching?"

Su Yunwan lightly laughed and pressed her face against Xiang Yanqing's broad back. She only felt endless warmth.

If she could rely on this place for the rest of her life, then it would definitely be the happiest thing. However, her life would be very extravagant, so she could not be so greedy.

Xiang Yanqing seemed to not believe Su Yunwan would say such words, and instantly turned his head.

His eyes stared intently at Su Yunwan, as if to confirm whether what she said was true or not.

Su Yunwan could feel Xiang Yanqing's uneasiness, so she looked back at him firmly. Her clear eyes were filled with determination.

"Yanqing, I am willing to bet again. I believe that the heavens are not so cruel. They will not let me die alone. Maybe all the pain in the past was to let me meet you."

At this moment, Su Yunwan did not want to have any more misgivings.

She had to bravely say what she thought in her heart. Only then could she continue to walk with Xiang Yanqing. Maybe they could not reach the end, but at least at this moment, they could not have any regrets.

After Su Yunwan finished speaking, she was tightly hugged by Xiang Yanqing. It was as if she was going to be embedded into the bone marrow. It was so tight, but it made her suffocate and find a happiness and security that she had never felt before.

"You are not lying to me?"

Xiang Yanqing's voice was a little shaky. He had never been so nervous before. This should be the first thing that he could not be sure about in his life.

"No."

Su Yunwan said firmly.

"Su Yunwan, if you lie to me, then this is the most sinful thing you have ever done in your life."

Her cold tone was filled with sadness and determination.

Su Yunwan felt a great heartache, but she could understand Xiang Yanqing's uneasiness. She had given him too little, which was why he had been so uneasy. He had given up all his efforts without any response.

When Su Yunwan's lips met Xiang Yanqing's...

She only felt cold, but she wanted to melt this coldness. With her only passion, she was not sure what else she could give Xiang Yanqing, but as long as she had it, she would do her best!