C199 I Gave up on Him

"I'm fine, I'll go get the porridge first! It should be about time."

Su Yunwan staggered to her feet, but her body hit the table and made a crisp sound.

Su Yunwan felt pain and frowned. She gritted her teeth and limped towards the kitchen.

"Yunwan..."

Xiang Yanqing felt pain and helplessness. He stood up and followed Su Yunwan to the kitchen.

Su Yunwan had already prepared two bowls of porridge. Xiang Yanqing wanted to go over and take over. Su Yunwan's hand blocked it and the two bowls of porridge fell to the ground. The ground immediately became a mess.

"Sorry..."

Su Yunwan was in a trance and quickly squatted down. She reached out her hand and wanted to pick it up but was scalded by the hot porridge in her hand.

Xiang Yanqing hurriedly grabbed Su Yunwan's hand and asked with heartache, "Is it scalded in my hand? Why do you still want to pick it up? If it's broken, it's broken... "

" I'll go and find you some scalding medicine... "

After saying that, she was about to get up but was pulled by a weak and boneless hand. Her beautiful eyes were filled with tears, as if she was drowning in water and struggling.

"Is it because I can't do anything and will only cause trouble?"

"No, don't think so much."

Xiang Yanqing wanted to push Su Yunwan away, but he found that she was holding on tightly and did not want to let go at all.

Xiang Yanqing was helpless and could only say softly, "Yunwan, can you calm down first? The burn on your hand needs to be treated, or it will leave a scar in the future."

When he touched the red mark on Su Yunwan's hand, he could not help frowning.

At this time, Su Yunwan's mind finally had a trace of clarity. She slightly let go of Xiang Yanqing's hand, but she kept squatting and did not want to stand up. She was like a depressed child.

Xiang Yanqing was helpless. He could only pull Su Yunwan's hand and let her stand steadily. He then pulled her out.

He found a scalding medicine from the cabinet and pulled her hand over. He smeared white medicine on the scalding area. Xiang Yanqing was already extremely gentle.

But Su Yunwan still felt pain. Her tears seemed to be about to fall.

"Just bear with it."

Xiang Yanqing comforted her softly.

Actually, it did not hurt very much, but at this moment Su Yunwan felt that her heart was so fragile. Even her body was like broken glass, as if it would break if it touched.

It was like she was masochizing herself. In her mind, she kept replaying everything she knew about Xiang Jingcheng and Yuv Wan's wedding.

In two months, they were going to get married.

However, news about their wedding had been flying everywhere during this period of time. Every day, it was on the headlines of the news.

There was a crown that was comparable to a queen embedded with 32 gemstones, a diamond ring that was as bright as a pigeon's egg, a wedding dress personally designed by an Italian master teacher that was embedded with diamonds...

When these words were spoken, it caused everyone's eyes to explode, causing a huge sensation.

"What should I do? Yanqing?"

Su Yunwan looked at Xiang Yanqing in confusion, like a lost child.

"If he can't give you what you want, then slowly forget about him! You deserve better."

Xiang Yanqing half-squatted, his eyes clear. He tightly held Su Yunwan's hand, wanting to give her some sense of security, even if she did not have much of his in her heart.

Su Yunwan took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down. After a while, she whispered, "Yanqing, can I be alone for a while? I am very tired, really very tired..."

"Then I will go out first." There was a trace of sadness in Xiang Yanqing's eyes. She still did not completely open her heart to him. Until today, he moved his feet and closed the door. At the same time, he cut off their world.

Su Yunwan heard the sound of the door closing before she could indulge herself. She fell into despair and cried. Her voice was hoarse from choking.

Xiang Yanqing leaned against the door. His body was tightly pressed against the door, but his eyes were flying. No one knew what he was thinking, but he heard the hysterical sound coming from inside. He wanted to move, but in the end, he maintained a posture. Looking at the shining ground, it gradually became dark.

He had already forgotten how long he had been outside. His body was already somewhat numb. Then what would happen inside?

Su Yunwan kept curling up her body and hugging her legs tightly. Sitting on the sofa, her tears had already stopped. It was as if they had dried up. She should have given up. Those hopeless feelings that she had for so long... That man probably never liked her at all...

Perhaps from the beginning to the end, he only treated her as a toy, but she had always been indulging in it with her own wishful thinking. She might not have let down Xiang Yanqing's deep affection again and again.

She was too stupid like this, but she had no regrets, right?

At least she had once truly loved her deeply. Although she had been defeated, it did not matter. From today onwards, she wanted to erase all of this and let everything start anew.

Xiang Yanqing felt the door being opened.

He turned his body and took a step back. He saw Su Yunwan standing in front of him as if nothing had happened.

"Yunwan?"

Xiang Yanqing shouted uncertainly.

"I'm fine now. You're right. Since he can't give me what I want, I have to forget about him and start my life again."

A brand new smile bloomed on Su Yunwan's face, as if she had been reborn.

Xiang Yanqing was a little stunned. He could not help smiling bitterly. "Actually, you don't have to hide so much in front of me. I know you can't let him go..."

But this time Su Yunwan's face did not show any obvious loneliness. Instead, she smiled faintly, "I will work hard and slowly forget about him. Trust me."

Xiang Yanqing did not refute. He did not have hope. If he could forget, it would be best. If he could not forget, he would not give up on her.

"Yunwan, no matter what, I will always be by your side."

Xiang Yanqing suddenly hugged Su Yunwan, as if he had used up all his life.

Su Yunwan instantly lost her stubborn strength. Xiang Yanqing could always easily tear off her pretense of being strong.

"Give me some more time. I can really forget, really... give me some more time."

When that time comes, I will never let you down again. I will never let you look out the window alone. I will never let you look at me so sadly again.

"Give me some time. I can really forget."

Su Yunwan kept repeating it as if she was afraid that Xiang Yanqing would not believe her.

"I know you can do it."

Xiang Yanqing tried his best to use a calm tone to calm Su Yunwan down.

She was too excited now. Although her promise made him see a trace of light in the darkness, he did not want it to be because of her casual promise in a moment of loneliness.