C5 Fallen Apology

Lucy's sexual urge came alive like embers of fire. It became stronger day after day and she struggled to retain her sanity.

She fantasized Brian digging in and out of her on different occasions as he was always around her to help her prepare for her exams. On such occasions, her morality and self restraint prevailed.

Brian noticed Lucy's change of attitude but could not define what it was. Lauren on the other hand, was blind to her daughter's needs. All she saw was what she wanted to see.

Lucy buried herself in the task at hand; she studied hard and did all the chores around the house. She had to keep her mind afloat.

After a month of preparation, she walked confidently into the examination hall and for the first time, she knew she did well.

The next morning, she was busy in the kitchen when her phone beeped. It was her results. She rushed in and Lauren screamed out loud. She had checked Lucy's phone and had seen the results

Her daughter did exceedingly well.

Lauren hugged Lucy tightly and whispered, "you're on your way to college, you have finally made me proud".

"What is the noise all about?" Brian demanded as he walked out of his room.

"Brian! We did it! I made it!" Lucy yelled and broke away from her mother's hold. She flung herself happily into Brian's arms.

Brian plastered a kiss on her forehead and hugged her tightly. "I am happy for you, little sis," he cooed into her ears.

Lucy shivered at the nearness of Brian's lips. Her ears tingled and her cells depolarized. Jolts of electricity sizzled through her nerves, she was on fire.

She moaned unevenly and her arms fell limply. They brushed Brian's toned muscles as they fell by his sides and stopped over top the brim of his pants.

Lucy's fingers moved reflexively, all she wanted was to pull at Brian's pants but she stopped at the last moment.

She pulled out of his embrace and jerked him hard. Brian staggered backwards and tried to maintain his gait.

"What the heck was that!?" Lauren questioned with a frown plastered on her forehead.

"I'm sorry mum," Lucy responded and bolted out of the sitting room.

"Mum! We're celebrating this!... We're going to pop some wine!" Brian said merrily and made his way out of the house.

He felt light headed as he walked into the street. Lucy's reaction replayed in his head and he rebuked himself for harboring such thoughts.

He walked into the nearest store and ordered Lauren's favorite wine. Just as he was about to pay, Richard popped in right in time.

"We're making payments from here," he said to the salesperson and dropped his credit card on the counter.

"What's up! It's been a while!" Richard shouted gleefully and extended his hand for a handshake. Brian took his hand hesitantly.

"What's the occasion!? Those are drinks," Richard said and pointed at the wine. "Yeah... Just a mini celebration... Lucy made all her papers this time," Brian responded casually.

"Wow! Incredible! I'm happy for her... If you wouldn't mind... Can I join you guys? I mean.... for the merriments," Richard asked.

"Suit yourself... and... thanks for the wine," Brian said and walked out of the store.

"I will be right behind you!" Richard yelled and grinned from ear to ear.

Lucy could not hide her disdain immediately she laid her eyes on Richard. She nudged Brian into his room and yelled angrily at him.

"What the heck is he doing here!?"

"Listen... He wanted to come... I couldn't stop him... I'm sorry," Brian stuttered. "That isn't an excuse...why did you bring him home!?" Lucy repeated.

The door to Brian's room opened up unexpectedly. Richard stuck his head in. He surveyed the room and opened the door wider. "I am sorry, l let myself in…the door was ajar," he said as he walked in.

"Why are you here!?" Lucy fired. "Why? Common! I'm here to celebrate your success and... to apologize," Richard said bluntly.

Lucy scoffed. " What in God's name is wrong with this two brothers" she screamed her thought in her head.

"And where is that son of a bitch. The last time I checked, you owe me no apology!" Lucy said and charged towards Richard.

Richard moved backwards until he rested on the wall. "I am here on his behalf," he said calmly and fell on his knees.

"Get the fuck outta here!" Lucy yelled and stormed out of the room.

"I think you should go for now. I will speak with her," Brian said and Richard rose to his feet.

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The exams were over and Lucy tried to resume her normal life. She visited places alongside her friends and tried out her hobbies but nothing worked.

She continued to battle with her uncontrollable sexual urge and she felt empty on the inside.

She tried inserting her finger's several times.

"Argh ! That morning she tried putting two fingers into her hole during shower.

She moved her hips in rhyme to her finger touch and push in deeper.

Lucy let out a slight moan and felt

ashamed of her actions.

Depression set in and she withdrew into her shell.

It was Saturday, the family had just had brunch. Lauren took a nap on the couch in the sitting room while Brian left to visit his friends.

Lucy retired into the kitchen and decided to clean the dirty plates. She was done in no time. She arranged the plates on the plate rack and dried her wet hands.

She turned to leave but turned around slowly.

Her eyes shone with an unusual glint, they trailed the plate rack and settled on the set of knives that were dangling in the air.

She gasped and breathed unevenly.

Slowly, she moved towards the knives and grabbed the largest knife from the wall where the knives were hung.

She stared at the glittering knife and laughed like a maniac as she made her way into her room.