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"In the past, I only wanted to live a quiet and secluded life because I knew that once I displayed my unparalleled personal strength, I would receive attention from everyone. Because I'm too strong, too powerful to be imagined. In this day and age, the spearhead. If someone else can't tolerate me and sees me as a threat, it will lead to death. Even though it's impossible to kill me