C25 I'm sorry I already have someone I like

The dim yellow street light caused Li Lu's shadow to lengthen, which made him feel a little cold. I looked her in the eye but didn't say a word. The kitten in the grass meowed and then ran off into the distance with a rustling sound. He could not help but add to the gloomy atmosphere, breaking the deadlock.

I dryly laughed and said, "But, Li Lu, I'm sorry. I already have someone I like. "

Li Lu squinted at me.

I gulped and replied, "You should be familiar with the other party as well."

"Li Ting." Li Lu hesitated for a moment, then said a name. How could she not guess it? And not just a white lotus. Li Lu clenched her fists tightly.

"Yes, class. Who doesn't like it? "

I started to immerse myself in my memories. Yeah, who doesn't like Li Ting. I pictured her voice and smile. Those eyes, that smile. It was so gentle that it would make people drown in it. This was the first time she officially met Li Ting at the start of the school's art festival, yet the seemingly refined Li Ting actually jumped into the Latin arena. The short black skirt accentuated her excellent figure, her proud upper body, and her firm and slender legs. On the stage, every move was extremely attractive. Rushing and hot. Among all the girls, the most dazzling one. In the interactions afterwards, Li Ting did not weaken either. She learned from the best students and got along with them gently and kindly, being natural and unrestrained. Deep in the hearts of the people. People couldn't help but wonder how could there be such a perfect person. Perfect. Like a sister.

Li Ting was very similar to her sister when she was young. Sister Lin Xi studied well, was sensible and obedient, and was gentle and beautiful. My sister took care of me since I was little, and she thought of me in every way. How much I like my sister, how much I love her. It was as if she had some magical attraction for me. When those so-called classmates of elder sisters found me to persuade me to use my elder sister as a condition to tempt me to help them, I actually agreed to it. I pretended that I was in trouble outside when I called my sister and pushed her into the abyss. Those people had taken control of her after she came in and then. I know they are so fond of their sister's beauty, like me. I thought I could have her forever. I destroyed her, sister implored me not to look, even in the end, gently blocked my eyes, gently told me, sister will always love you.

And Li Ting probably reminded me of my elder sister. Her gentleness, did not dislike me is a very ordinary person, wants everyone to be equal to me, can understand me. Sometimes even help me when I'm crowded out. Just like everyone else. I think, I like my sister, and I also like Li Ting. Whoever she is.

I didn't notice Li Lu's change in expression, but her expression was wooden. She called me softly, pulling me back from my memories. I wiped the moisture from the corners of my eyes and went back to normal.

"Sorry, I like Li Ting. I can only apologize for your confession."

I woke up.

I looked at Li Lu and said 'sorry' quietly. I can feel her sadness, but I think it's time to end the conversation.

"I don't care if you don't ink, as I've already said." Li Lu did not look sad at all. At this time, she had regained her sloppy school big sister's appearance.

I wanted to say something, but in the end, I didn't say it. I raised my hand to touch her head, but she shook it off. I no longer looked like the innocent and cute girl from today. I lightly sighed before turning around and leaving.

It's over, I think.

In front of the quiet building, only Li Lu was left. Even the wild cat that was meowing a moment ago had disappeared. Li Lu lowered her head, the expression on her face could not be seen clearly.

Li Lu suddenly thought back to how she was when she was young. When he realized that the waves of grief were coming towards him, he told herself not to think about it anymore.

When she was young, she was probably around five or six years old. Li Lu did not remember clearly, but her father was drunk, so before they even finished eating, she had to lie down on the table. She and her mother spent a huge amount of effort to drag her father home, but found that her uncle had already entered the house. Little Li Lu obediently returned to her room and sat on her bed. Her two little feet continued to move about. They seemed to be arguing in the living room.

"Good sister-in-law, you've made it easy for me to find you."

"What are you going to do?"

What for? "We've already met honestly, so I won't go back on my words. Ten years ago, I helped you take the blame. Tell me, what should we do?"

"What do you want?" Li Lu's mother seemed a little scared, her voice trembling a little.

"I wanted to leave with some money, but you see, your children are so old now. You're such a cute little girl."

He only remembered that his uncle had pushed open the door to Little Li Lu's room, smiling obscenely as he pressed Little Li Lu onto the bed and used his dirty tongue to lick Little Li Lu's face. No matter how Little Li Lu shouted for help, his mother never came to save him.

Ever since then, her mother never spoke to her again. Her request was rejected by her mother as well. The way her mother looked at her was more like she was looking at a piece of trash.

Li Lu did not understand. What did she do wrong? She thought, why do all of you look at me like that, do you all treat me like trash? Then I'll show you what real social trash looks like.

She rushed back to her room, dropped a lot of things, and screamed as if she had gone mad. I am truly willing to go crazy, Li Lu thought. The broken pieces of the glass cut Li Lu's toes, causing blood to flow out and dye her beloved white carpet red. She gritted her teeth like a trapped beast. "Li Ting, Li Ting, I am definitely, definitely not going to let you off." Since you stole the person I like, regardless of whether you did it on purpose or not, you still have to bear the consequences of this matter. Li Lu walked barefooted across the dark red carpet and arrived in front of the desk. She then took a photo of Li Ting's face with a smile, and used a pair of scissors to stab him mercilessly. Li Ting, you better not think about it too much in the future, hahaha. "